Suicidal Thoughts - Blog Posts
Not An Update
Im having a hard time writing the next chapters of Demigods of Valyria because I just had to put my cat.
I'd only had Xena for two years after we rescued her from outside because she had severe wobbly cat syndrome and couldn't walk. Yesterday, April 23rd I had to make the decision to put her down after she had an absent seizure while I was at school. I held her as they put her down and that was the most difficult thing I've ever had to do so I'm not up to writing.
She was my anchor. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for years and for the last two I've stayed alive to care for her and now I feel lost.
I'll try to updaye when I feel better but I make no promises.
Trigger Warning: Vent art w/ suicide-related content
A Thousand Steps, A Million Prayers
author:
Rikamae
summary:
Climb the stairs, make your wish. If you're lucky, the god of fortune will reward you.
Gen wasn't taking any chances. He would climb the thousand steps to Ishigami shrine if it meant success.
He never expected his life to change forever after seeing those crimson eyes. Was it fate for them to meet? A freak accident?
All of it begs the question: What is fortune to a god?
Willful Neglect
author:
Anonymous
summary:
"Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick. Something's wrong, something's wrong— This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this— His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it. The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance. _______ Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night. Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.
Always Yours
author:
orphan_account, Wellthathappened (Cataclysmic_Calamity)
summary: AU where Dazai has been betrothed to Chuuya since they were both children—an arrangement that never particularly interested him—until their wedding night, when he sees the omega’s face for the first time.