"The Thoughts Are Slowly Winning And I'm Scared Of What I Might Do Once It Does."

"The thoughts are slowly winning and I'm scared of what I might do once it does."

— something your suicidal friend would never admit to you

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laughingreaper

4 years ago

Do you know

I’m not me anymore

There’s nothing left to live for

You say you know everything

But why does it fails when it comes to me

Do you know

Even I don’t know who I am anymore

My brain is is slowly killing me

And I’m just letting it be

And my body is begging for me survive

But what if I don’t want to

To be called all these names

To be ashamed of myself

To HATE myself

Do you know

Your words are like knives in my heart

And these knives are tearing me apart

You took my innocence away

But for you it was just a play

Can you stop

Please STOP

Cause I don’t think I can fight anymore

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laughingreaper

3 years ago

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laughingreaper

4 years ago

It feels like I’m drowning. I can’t breathe and every time I try to reach the surface, there’s another wave ready to crash down on me and break me again.

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laughingreaper

4 years ago

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laughingreaper

4 years ago

“its getting bad again but i don’t know if i have the motivation to stop it this time.”

— i thought i was done feeling like this

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laughingreaper

3 years ago

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laughingreaper

5 years ago

sorry i had to

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laughingreaper

4 years ago

Everyone forgets about me, I feel so replaceable.

If I died today, nobody would notice…

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laughingreaper

3 years ago

There’s a frustration that comes with trying so hard and yet finding no results. I’m trying so fucking hard and yet I can’t escape the fact that I’d be better off dead.

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laughingreaper

4 years ago