I CAN FEEL MY H!PS BØNES WHILE STANDING 🧚🐞✨

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🌱

Breakfast~ 2 ice Americano + Greek yogurt with corn and 1 egg + soya milk Snack~ spicy cheesy sausage + Egg salad wraps Lunch~ scrambled eggs with mushrooms sauce on focaccia and 1 chicken sausage + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1 gado-gado with kerupuk

Total:~ 1500-1600

Now it has become more than just a way to distract myself from negative thoughts.

Ana is a part of me.

The fact that I don’t feel so d!zz¥ is a blessing and a curse. Make me wonder if I 3@t to much

The anaesthetic part doesn’t work anymore.. I feel a bit to much for my own good and it is insufferable Maybe if I ⭐️ a little bit more I can numb my emotions and be completely detached again

DAY 8

“I r3l@psed” Afraid AND ashamed

DAY 17

ahahahahahah ———— SO

A Pearl - Mitsky

TV - Billie Eilish

All-American B!tch - Olivia Rodrigo

I wanna be your girlfriend - Girl in Red

Sailor song - Gigi Perez

For the most popular but I could add so much more that’s crazy. I relate to A LOT of the songs in my playlists haha Probably a bit to much but G forbid a girl found the cheapest th3r@pist on earth (I don’t have Spotify premium)

I usually don’t count the c@l that I burn but today is a special day because if I don’t do it the culpability will be even worse

I had a HUGE breakfast this morning because we went on hiking during the night (2am to 7am) for 5 entire hours and I felt really weak after

I burned more than 700 c@l during this hike and I’m currently using this number to calm myself down when I think about breakfast (I ate a lot of veggies, fruits and protein but still in an enormous quantity)

I’m not sure but I’m thinking about sk!pping at least one m3@l.. maybe both we’ll see

Don’t get me wrong, I DESPISE having my p3r!od BUT the post m3nstruat!on effect on my bødy and mindset is just the best feeling ever

DAY 11

CHEESE AND BREAD A 1000000000% couldn’t live my life without them I swear hahaha

M3nstru@t!øn… hope they’ll be in vacation next month hehehe