The Fact That I Don’t Feel So D!zz¥ Is A Blessing And A Curse. Make Me Wonder If I 3@t To Much

Well bødy dysmørph!@ is baaaaack💀 didn’t take her to long for sure..

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🥀

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ Seminyak smoothie Bowl + 1 cheesy spicy sausages + 1/2 apples Snack~ 2 ice Americano + 1 green tea Dinner~ Chicken Marinara sandwich + 1 peach ice cream + 1/2 apple and grapes

Total:~ 1000

I feel miserable but at least I control on 1 thing in this life of mine hahahaaaaa I’m loosing my mind right now lmao

TF YOU MEAN I’M COLD AT 25 C° ?? HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE WHEN I COME BACK ?? -- It’s more around 20C° or less at home lol 💀--

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐞

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ smoothie bowl + cheddar sandwich + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 3 bites of bread + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ my regular egg bowl + Greek yogurt with toping (granola, chickpeas and fruits) + 1 green tea

Total:~ 1600

I was worried this morning because my shirt felt tight but after m3@sur!ng and questioning myself I came to the conclusion that it was because of my bøøbs AHAHAH GREAT DAY EVERYONE

It’s easier to hide it when you do weightlifting lmao People will just assume that you got l3@ner by working out to see your muscles and it’s more conventionally acceptable than having an 3d.. I got the perfect excuse now hehe

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐣

Breakfast~ 3 coffee + chicken and veggies + 1 omelette + fruit platter + 3 little cakes + 3 little tempeh mendoan and 2 croquettes Snack~ nuts mix + 1 ice Americano + 1 coffee Dinner~ 1 nasi goreng

Total:~ 1900-2000

First day of my period and a 5h hike, yeah better not r3str!ct today If I count everything my body burned at least 800 more than usual which means more than 1/3 of my maintenance + I really don’t care as long as it can prevent me from getting sick lmao I feel really weak right now

DAY 14

Working on my thesis

Working out

Working on my mindset

Working on my projects

Working

Haha

Pleeeeeease

a nonchalant man is NOT for me

I unintentionally made a 24h f@st today and idk how to feel

Im half proud half disappointed of myself Weird.