Listening to all of those songs doesn't hurt anymore
I'm finally free
You don't faze me anymore
It feels like I've just gained ability to breath
That made me a bit happier today
I think it really sucks when you realise how alone you are because you only really talk to 1 maybe 2 people and when neither of them are available you kind of just lay there in bed hoping your phone will buzz with a text from them or something so you continuously check it and you try to distract yourself and then you get sad about how alone you really are
i always knew how it would end
from the beginning i feared this moment
yet, i didn’t think it’d come so soon.
now my eyes are black, full of hate
but that hate is for me, not you.
i still love you
i may always love you
there is no world
where what i put you through
is ok
i would never lie to you
ever but the truth is painful sometimes
even when the last thing we want
is to hurt the people we love the most.
m-11-27-20
You stopped saying goodnight and i stopped sleeping.
Excerpts of a book I’ll never write
This happens way to often, but no one sees it, no one notices, no one cares.
The first person you think in the Morning, or last person you think of at night,
Is either the cause of your happiness or your pain