i always knew how it would end
from the beginning i feared this moment
yet, i didn’t think it’d come so soon.
now my eyes are black, full of hate
but that hate is for me, not you.
i still love you
i may always love you
there is no world
where what i put you through
is ok
i would never lie to you
ever but the truth is painful sometimes
even when the last thing we want
is to hurt the people we love the most.
m-11-27-20
“I’m addicted to you. I’m not sure what it is but you keep me sane. You manage to silence my demons. You know me. Every single time something is up, you know. No matter how high my walls are, you see through. I can’t hide myself from you because you know me. You know me and that scares me. I’m addicted to you and maybe it’s because for the first time someone actually knows me. I can’t fake a single smile no matter how hard I try because you know me. You’re my addiction and I don’t know how to stop it. You know me so even if I try to let you go you would know, so I guess… Don’t let me go because I need you, but it’s not just that… just like you know me, I know you. I know you just as well as you know me, and I’m still not sure if that’s a good thing.”
— 12:14 AM thoughts
Do you ever just want to tell people that the little annoying things you do isn’t your fault it’s because of childhood trauma but then stop yourself because you know that’s attention seeking lmao
Meet The Moon Signs Part 2
Libra Moon
Derives cynicism based on lack of optimism
Most likely born into a family with strong opinions and judgment
Is a true poetic and romantic
Sometimes they fear emotional expression
There’s never an opportunity missed where their opinion wasn’t viewed
Has a great sense of defensiveness (based on past lives)
Other’s are naturally drawn to those people with Moon in Libra just by how in-touch they are with fairness and the artistry of the heart
Has a hard time finding themselves when in a rut
Will find the beauty in everyone
Will daydream a lot
Scorpio Moon
Might have grown up with a bad relationship with their parents
Is the most secretive person you’ll ever meet
Deep need for a soulmate
Experiences deep emotions (based on past life experiences)
Has a tendency to suppress their anger (also past life experiences)
May have experienced isolation as a child
Is meticulous
People are naturally drawn by the mystery of their presence
Sagittarius Moon
Sometimes lacks control
Naturally empathetic
Has a fear of commitment
Always a need to expand
Makes the best out of every situation
Has a spirtual connection to nature
May speak for others based on their bluntness
Fears the cage of expectations
Capricorn Moon
Can be super moody
Got along with their father growing up
They may have grown up in a home with lack of fun or grew up parenting themselves
They compete with themselves
They’re good at controlling their emotions
They hold many emotions to themselves which can lead to illnesses (based on past lives)
Can hide their emotions through sarcasm
Must have control in any situation (based on past lives)
Are very knowledgeable
Aquarius Moon
Most likely to be popular
Will always question you
Will think they know almost everything about you
Will build up emotions
Always feeling like they need approval from others
Emotional stability is dependent (based on past lives)
Has stubborn opinions
Gets abstracted from their own emotions
May have a large family
Oversees emotional needs from self and others
Good with a circle of people
Has a talent for diversity and leadership
Always sees the bigger picture
Most likely the only extrovert to recharge themselves alone
Pisces Moon
You’ll never get anything personal out of them
The best healers
Can be very religious
Can be pretentious
Most likely has had a hard time with food or nutrition (based on past lives)
Has a hard time understanding their own emotions
Every little thing effects their mood
They intuitively feel other people’s pain
Good at reading emotions
Has a great charm
Is most likely psychic
Good at reading people’s energies
Great at perception
Has a great imagination but harsh perfection of idealism
I will not wait for you
to regret losing me.
Does the sun wait for
the earth to regret turning?
Does the moon wait for
the night to regret ending?
The sun remains the sun,
and the moon remains the moon.
I will remain myself
with or without
your acknowledge of my value.
Anxious People assemble 🤝
also fuck negativity in any (human) forms!🥂
The first person you think in the Morning, or last person you think of at night,
Is either the cause of your happiness or your pain
Staying quiet doesn’t mean I’ve nothing to say. It means I don’t think you’re ready to hear my thoughts.
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