It’s Over, Isn’t It?

it’s over, isn’t it?

i always knew how it would end

from the beginning i feared this moment

yet, i didn’t think it’d come so soon. 

now my eyes are black, full of hate

but that hate is for me, not you.

i still love you

i may always love you

there is no world

where what i put you through

is ok

i would never lie to you 

ever but the truth is painful sometimes

even when the last thing we want

is to hurt the people we love the most.

m-11-27-20

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6 years ago

“I’m addicted to you. I’m not sure what it is but you keep me sane. You manage to silence my demons. You know me. Every single time something is up, you know. No matter how high my walls are, you see through. I can’t hide myself from you because you know me. You know me and that scares me. I’m addicted to you and maybe it’s because for the first time someone actually knows me. I can’t fake a single smile no matter how hard I try because you know me. You’re my addiction and I don’t know how to stop it. You know me so even if I try to let you go you would know, so I guess… Don’t let me go because I need you, but it’s not just that… just like you know me, I know you. I know you just as well as you know me, and I’m still not sure if that’s a good thing.”

— 12:14 AM thoughts

6 years ago

Do you ever just want to tell people that the little annoying things you do isn’t your fault it’s because of childhood trauma but then stop yourself because you know that’s attention seeking lmao

6 years ago

Meet The Moon Signs Part 2

{Part 1}

Libra Moon

Derives cynicism based on lack of optimism

Most likely born into a family with strong opinions and judgment

Is a true poetic and romantic

Sometimes they fear emotional expression

There’s never an opportunity missed where their opinion wasn’t viewed

Has a great sense of defensiveness (based on past lives)

Other’s are naturally drawn to those people with Moon in Libra just by how in-touch they are with fairness and the artistry of the heart

Has a hard time finding themselves when in a rut

Will find the beauty in everyone

Will daydream a lot

Scorpio Moon

Might have grown up with a bad relationship with their parents

Is the most secretive person you’ll ever meet

Deep need for a soulmate

Experiences deep emotions (based on past life experiences)

Has a tendency to suppress their anger (also past life experiences)

May have experienced isolation as a child

Is meticulous

People are naturally drawn by the mystery of their presence

Sagittarius Moon

Sometimes lacks control

Naturally empathetic

Has a fear of commitment

Always a need to expand

Makes the best out of every situation

Has a spirtual connection to nature

May speak for others based on their bluntness

Fears the cage of expectations

Capricorn Moon

Can be super moody

Got along with their father growing up

They may have grown up in a home with lack of fun or grew up parenting themselves

They compete with themselves

They’re good at controlling their emotions

They hold many emotions to themselves which can lead to illnesses (based on past lives)

Can hide their emotions through sarcasm

Must have control in any situation (based on past lives)

Are very knowledgeable

Aquarius Moon

Most likely to be popular

Will always question you

Will think they know almost everything about you

Will build up emotions

Always feeling like they need approval from others

Emotional stability is dependent (based on past lives)

Has stubborn opinions

Gets abstracted from their own emotions

May have a large family

Oversees emotional needs from self and others

Good with a circle of people

Has a talent for diversity and leadership

Always sees the bigger picture

Most likely the only extrovert to recharge themselves alone

Pisces Moon

You’ll never get anything personal out of them

The best healers

Can be very religious

Can be pretentious

Most likely has had a hard time with food or nutrition (based on past lives)

Has a hard time understanding their own emotions

Every little thing effects their mood

They intuitively feel other people’s pain

Good at reading emotions

Has a great charm

Is most likely psychic

Good at reading people’s energies

Great at perception

Has a great imagination but harsh perfection of idealism

6 years ago

I will not wait for you

to regret losing me.

Does the sun wait for

the earth to regret turning?

Does the moon wait for

the night to regret ending?

The sun remains the sun,

and the moon remains the moon.

I will remain myself

with or without

your acknowledge of my value.

2 years ago
 Anxious People Assemble 🤝

Anxious People assemble 🤝

also fuck negativity in any (human) forms!🥂

7 years ago

2am thoughts

The first person you think in the Morning, or last person you think of at night,

Is either the cause of your happiness or your pain

Sometimes both


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3 years ago

Staying quiet doesn’t mean I’ve nothing to say. It means I don’t think you’re ready to hear my thoughts.

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