(Please Dont Watch If You Dont Want To See Possibly Triggering Things Involved With Relationships, Emotional

(This is making me sad, this post isnt showing up in any tags no matter how I search, so reuploading it in hopes it shows up)

I honestly really like Final Fantasy XV, Finished it about two weeks ago. I had to make some sorta fanart for it after Cry started playing it. :D

I have no clue the time taken, only I have drawn this during every stream video and then some.

I couldn’t think of which Regalia design to put so I put the one that was more memorable haha.

Also sup guy is a moogle type plushie.

Sorry for not uploading much in so long.

Bigger version on my DeviantArt (Krystami) as I think putting a link is messing it up.

I uhh.... He taped oranges to his head. He wanted to have boobs, this was the quickest solution.

~(ovo)~ First thing drawn on a new tablet my person got for me for x-mas ;v;  I think this is considered a speed drawing, done in a lil over a day.

Other older progress pics of the Xenoblade X pic I'm working on, last one prob. until it is finished c: Let me just say Elma has such a complicated outfit but I love it. I would say this was at the 30% mark of being made?

:I

Honestly, I don't feel that inspired? I have the motivation to draw things, but not the inspiration or confidence to do so I just feel kinda like, what's the point? I never seem to do what others like, in any situation. 

Reason why I haven't posted in awhile. (Please involve no one please..)

I’m so sorry I haven’t been online, my life has been terrible lately and just a ton of bad.

I really hate to mention this *here* but I haven’t posted anything.

I am in a bad relationship, my computer and tablet gets threatened to be broken, I get physically harmed because my tics due to tourettes cause me to “warrant” it…

I have no motivation or will or anything and have been trying.

It has been horrid.

I am scared that he could see this right now.

Hopefully though…hopefully that will change soon, or I can endure long enough until the time comes where I won’t be this way.

Please trust me I just want out of this relationship with no involvement of others.. That is all but I am EXTREMELY dependant on someone, idk…

Please don’t make me afraid to post I am just letting it known why I haven’t posted in ages.

Please forgive me. I have a plan finally, after years of dealing with this…and it is possible, please believe me.

Still trying to get commissions...details through here but ill repost if need be. Just message me if you have questions. https://m.facebook.com/groups/769385609752270?view=permalink&id=1607275062629983

Haven't posted in awhile so....here are some old works in progress(old as in the pictures are pretty old..) I found myself to love Sans haha.(every character I should say) The drawings will be painted over, or idk I might try my hand at them digitally since I finally have a computer -just no net or good wifi- I'll sculpt Peridot eventually, I just wanna make Yellow Pearl first...but all that has to wait til all my current projects are done. 83 (almost the same poses pfft, didn't notice til side by side)

Possibly venting here~

Seriously though, how do I get more "out there" I do what I think is my best, I upload as often as possible, well cept a tad before "lately" I'll admit, I'm easily discouraged, I don't know how to help myself apparently, been trying for ages, but it seems as useful as a ghost knocking on a window asking to be let in. What am I doing wrong, everyone around me is flying by in some sorta way, while I just kinda watch...like I'm running as fast and hard as I can while everyone elses light warps past me. (in general)

Design sketch thing of virus!cry ._.  this is a reference thingy for another thing being worked on~