(Please dont watch if you dont want to see possibly triggering things involved with relationships, emotional abuse or alcohol ..)I hate to post this, I have so many of these though, most too long to post but.... I JUST NEED to feel okay, I'm always scared, always hurt emotionally and called bad things, I wish I could show it all but it's embarrassing at the same time....I'm weak, no matter what I say or do I'm called or told horrible things. I might look through some of them and find significant ones I can post under a minute... Maybe I am too open...