Seriously though, how do I get more "out there" I do what I think is my best, I upload as often as possible, well cept a tad before "lately" I'll admit, I'm easily discouraged, I don't know how to help myself apparently, been trying for ages, but it seems as useful as a ghost knocking on a window asking to be let in. What am I doing wrong, everyone around me is flying by in some sorta way, while I just kinda watch...like I'm running as fast and hard as I can while everyone elses light warps past me. (in general)
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Yeah dont do the titan if your hearts noy in it. It might not turn out so well. But I started su and got to opals ep and thought that’d be a cool one for you to do! :3
I can never tell if he’s joking honestly but eh, if I get inspiration to do that, then I will but for now the only motivation is from that series 8D opal is great, realistically opal is the one mineral I want to buy eventually (or find) I used to have a piece as a kid and lost it, all I have is opalite which isn’t the same :( cause it is like a surface rainbow rather than inclusions. I have the body down, now I just “sketched” out everything else.
Just thought I’d show you the Asriel you inspired me to sculpt. He’s nowhere near as amazing as any of yours, but I’m sure I’ll get better!
I was lied to, I'm very upset... We found a place, small and actually allows pets with deposit fee... I was trying to find my cats a place, a loving home, or a no kill shelter, my dad let my cats outside without letting me know, they've never been out their whole lives and he expects them to live out there and/or get killed in a shelter... He said I could have my cat who was the "good" cat, but I was being punished for not going back to our old place today, I had no bus money, he said he'd find me a way, I have no phone to call to know what's going on... I have horrible anxiety to where I can't walk outside by myself.... So he said it's my own fault, making fun of me and saying I have legs, that I had time even though I was trying, he lied straight to my face. What makes this worse is I was crying (OF COARSE) and he started acting more hurtful, so I got pissed off and mentioned to one of his girlfriends (or friend as he puts it) that he has others he talks to...(I'm upset I did something bad but still...) he called the cops on me saying I needed an ambulance (implications when all I was was crying and trying to say this was all messed up and if he is going to lie to me and get rid of my only happiness, the only ones who made me feel my life was worth living FOR THEM...and then mock me and try to make be feel worse while knowing threatening me will make me panic...then I think it's okay to tell the truth to someone about one of the many lies he makes. He goes so far as to call the police on me to make ME seem crazy just to keep on with a lie... All the while my husband supporting him because, as he puts it..."it's to protect me" "to keep peace" oh and "it doesn't matter if what they do is bad, respect your elders" I give up on everything...
I just wanted to post this, I love Veela and Resident Evil so when I seen this my eyes sparkled (like in the way you are weirdly happy tears form.) https://youtu.be/mnm794XbBAs
Yay, I'm sick, I can't do anything, just wanna rest, no medication or food or anything.
I'm so upset in the way where you just feel an empty space in your chest, wanna be angry but just want to say "welp, it's my fault." ;-; working on a stupid picture all day and lost all progress, the weird thing is I did save it, but it didn't save, and then everything froze pretty badly, I hate this computer
not like I could do anything anyways but almost all my "important" items are missing, I only have my laptop, tablet and laptop cord, phones are missing, phone charger, tablet cord, hard drives ha well yeah, I expected nothing but bad news, so there is no expecting better, things keep getting worse and things will continue this path i can tell....
Just finished Final Fantasy XV and, yeah, never had a FF game crush me so badly. Jeeze, it did more to me than FFX and Crisis Core combined by a lot... A lot of nostalgia in the greatest ways (it had something from every FF to make it feel at home) But I will say I loved and enjoyed the whole game all the way through, just I'm so...."salty" I guess.
I am a self taught artist, I mainly create Cryaotic, Steven Universe and random related stuff I like. :D I have a hard time openly talking to others, so please don't get upset if I don't reply/take long to reply, I really appreciate any messages I get~ c: Always open for commissions unless otherwise said. (personal/non art) http://neochondria.tumblr.com/
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