Crazily Enough I’m Actually Not Having Fun, I Don’t Like The Stomach Pain I Don’t Like The Constantly

Just broke my fast and I regret it so much, I feel sick why do I do this to myself

God I miss charcuterie boards

Not feeling as exhausted today yippeee !! I am absolutely determined to get 20k steps AND get in a proper workout 😼

BRO WHY DID I HAVE TO START MAINTAINING LITERALLY 0.2KG AWAY FROM MY GW WHAT THE FREAK I LITERALLY FASTED YESTERDAY AND STILL MAINTAINED

I think I’m gonna start cutting my intake from 500 to 300 because the food guilt is becoming too much and I don’t feel like I’m working hard enough towards reaching my ugw.

the silence after hitting your gw but still feeling so big and disgusting

woke up, weighed myself and now I’m 50.7kg/BMI 17.5 MAINTAINING FOR 2 DAYS WAS SO WORTH IT LOWEST WEIGHT HERE I COME

Guys strap me down because the binge urges are urging

GUYS IVE MADE IT INTO 51KG TERRITORY IM ONLY LESS THAN HALF A KILO FROM BEING UNDERWEIGHT (I’m still considering myself 170cm until I get it properly checked at the doctors) !!

I’ve gotta be so careful at the sleepover tonight though, I’m not gonna restrict as much I don’t think because the last time I did they clocked that shit immediately but I’m gonna try stay under my BMR and then when I get back I’m gonna fast.

Wish me luck y’all !!

The binge urges have been hitting hard lately, thankfully I haven’t fully given into them but it’s been causing me to slack off and eat more than planned.

Im praying so hard to keep my restraint tonight when I get home from work, and for this weekend since I’m having a sleepover.

Next week I’m locking in so hard I’ve only got 2 shifts so I’m gonna try liquid fast as many days as I physically can so I can try speed run my goal of reaching 50kg by the end of this month.