@tantep31 And @j-kylee This Happened!!

You are self-destruction when

You drink, knowing it’ll help you escape yourself

You drink and it leads you to sleeping with a stranger

You drink KNOWING it’ll lead you to sleeping with a stranger

You sleep with a friend

You fall in love with that friend

That friend doesn’t love you back

You continue to sleep with that friend knowing that’ll you’ll never be more to them than a distraction

You sleep with a stranger knowing it’ll break your heart

You do it in order to break your heart

You listen to the music that breaks your heart

You put yourself in danger in purpose

Whether it’s something like getting in a car accident without caring or being murdered while walking somewhere you know you shouldn’t walk

You starve yourself

You eat too much knowing that you’ll want to punch yourself until you puke after

So you starve yourself more

You push your friends away

And your family

And you turn into the monster you were afraid of as a child

You know you’re self-destruction when you hold a fucking razor to your arm, finding a place to cut open, or the bottle to your lips counting the pills falling, and then you stop yourself knowing that the scars or the empty bottle will bring attention to your self-destruction, which you can’t have because you know you’ll just seem pathetic, so you stop

And you know that’s what’s keeping you alive.

I meet pewdiepie OMG😍😆

#pewdiepie

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#Baywatch AB 1. JUNI IM KINO

Here’s what I’ve been doing to lose weight. Since January I’ve been restricting my calorie intake from 1200-lower. Currently at 700 cals, I change my calorie intake at the start of a new week. Monday I will be at 600 calories.

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I’ve been drinking a shot (about four tablespoons) of apple cider vinegar every morning after breakfast andddd... IT HAS HELPED TREMENDOUSLY! It’s been helping a lot with bloating and water weight, I dropped about 0.5 lbs on my stomach.

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Currently easing my way into the Master Cleanse 🍋 here’s a summary of it, (pictures below) if you’re not familiar with it. I’m on day one of the “pre-master cleanse”. I’ve done it before for 5 days but I’m going to do it for 10 days this time.

Please block don’t report!

That's what I'm doing now 😂

I just wish I was happy for once.

List of food w it’s calorie

Got this from thefitnesschef_ on IG, go ahead to their account for more.

Same

I JUST WANT TO WEAR SUMMER CLOTHES BUT IM TOO SCARED BECAUSE I HATE MY BODY SO FUCKING MUCH AHHH 😠

When your ship was about to say something cute but they got interrupted and you’re supposed to be upset but your favorite song comes on..