Waiting For My Gf To Have Lunch Because Of Our First Anniversary:)

¿Me quieres qué?

well, at least i got one exam right !!!

Now it's showtime

mutuals feel free to kick my ass

Pls pls don't think im still in love. That love destroyed me and made me wanna tear my skin off because of how painful it was. I dont hate her, but that doesn't mean i still want her. I want you

When you start S/H at a young age and so now you have a habit of looking at people's arms, legs, or thighs to see if they did/do it too<<<<<<

me when someone says they have only eaten 500 calories:

Me when I eat only 300-400 calories and that person get angry about that:

Update: I told her about that comment while on call and she told me "what a dickhead". At first i didn't want to tell her that it was a tinder girl because I was afraid of being told again that it was my fault. She told me "No, don't worry, I won't say something like that. She said something out of place, that's not your fault".

I've been insecure since that "ohh, but if it was a comment about fucking you, you wouldn't be so mad" by one of those tinder girls. I'm afraid she'll leave me, even worse, she'll leave because I'm an easy girl and i never communicate

Well if it isn't the consequences of my own actions, wassup?

Got anatomy and mental healthcare exams today. I domt know why everything has feel so difficult lately, so tiring, so stressful.

I miss first year, it was difficult but it was NOT like this. I feel so bad and so incapable of doing my work. I am letting people i love down.

God knows if i wasn't depressed i would be sosososo powerful, i would be in total capacity. But my brain feels like it need something to work properly. Idk.

I just want exam season to be over right away

Recap

It's been some time... Right. So, i changed everything, because i made this profile when i was going through a rough time with my ed and sh problems, i was a teenager. A child. A literal baby.

I still got sh problems, but they've been better now, i have been way better than when i used to be around here. I'm not trying to go get my old ways again, because that's way dumber than just recycling this account as something else.

So, is nice meeting you all again, I'm Anne, and i am mentally ill.

autistic self diagnosis is valid