Me When Someone Says They Have Only Eaten 500 Calories:

¿Me quieres qué?

I wanna buy DVDs so bad

some update of what I did yesterday

it was a good day♡

i ate

and i spent 3 hours painting Cavetown's sleepyhead album cover in acrylics.

(That's the actual cover i'm not gonna show my paint 'cause i'm insecure😎👌)

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My girlfriend was all the day doing homework so she wasn't answering all the time, it was perfect 'cause I didn't have to be anxious to reply early.

She said my paint was really cute:'). She's studying arts, so it feels really good.

The only thing that stills annoying me, it's that NOBODY in my house knows the netflix password. And my dad doesn't want to change the password IT DOESN'T HAVE FUCKING SENSE WHY WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO CHANGE IT WHEN THE LAST PASSWORD ISN'T WORKING AND YOU DON'T KNOW THE PASSWORD ¿?¿

I'm fat and angry af leT ME WATCH I'M NOT OKAY WITH THIS AGAIN AND OITNB OR I'LL CRY.

(Quarantine day 26, april 9)

It's currently 1:23am and i'm not so sleepy but i'll try to sleep. I did slept 6 hours yesterday.

This make me happy:')

probably i just said it but i want to say it again:

- don’t apologise if you don’t know english.

- yes, english is the most common language on the internet but you are not forced to know it perfectly.

- your own language is beautiful.

- non-english people make a huge effort to write in English everyday on this website.

- support non-english people and don’t make them feel bad if they do not know English. 

- actually support all the languages.

- spread more language diversity on Tumblr.

thank you. 

Days off antipsychotics and feeling the void

"we went out just your dad and i, and your brother because he just came from work" ok??? Wake me up then ???

Never forgetting how i once said i wanted to take my organs out to stop feeling psychological pain and then stopped and said "ok i think im over reacting"

*screaming crying almost having a panic attack* i think im over reacting

Update: I told her about that comment while on call and she told me "what a dickhead". At first i didn't want to tell her that it was a tinder girl because I was afraid of being told again that it was my fault. She told me "No, don't worry, I won't say something like that. She said something out of place, that's not your fault".

I've been insecure since that "ohh, but if it was a comment about fucking you, you wouldn't be so mad" by one of those tinder girls. I'm afraid she'll leave me, even worse, she'll leave because I'm an easy girl and i never communicate

Psiquiatra cabrón "most patients have symptoms since they're young" okay then ASK ME ask me how i was as a child and you'll see I've been sick since. I don't think it's normal the way I've been living since i was a teenager. Meds have helped me, but i keep feeling this emptiness and paranoia. I'm getting crazier by the minute.

Circle the drain