Pls Pls Don't Think Im Still In Love. That Love Destroyed Me And Made Me Wanna Tear My Skin Off Because

do you ever just wonder how far ahead you’d be in life if you didnt have a mental illness or if your family wasn’t dysfunctional or if that one tragic thing never happened and it just fucks you up??

FUUUUCK....... i sure could go for a Nice, Cold, and Refreshing glass of

Ice Water

right about now.......

I miss my girlfriend so much

My mom just said that one of the things I ate had 250 calories

I'm crying I swear TuT

Also, my mom said to me that I need to stop eating, thank you nutricionist.

While kids still do those weird trends, and I'm still around, you'll never miss them

I love you a lot

I've realized that i am indeed, falling for her. With everything: pain, fear and terror, I'm falling in love again.

I keep repeating the same memory «here's your sweater and... Look what i got». Her holding yellow flowers. She looked so pretty, the way she smiles at me. It's so amazing i can't even describe it.

I just can't get myself together, how is this happening to me again? How did i not notice? I did see the signs. Me staring and smiling like an idiot, i always want to see her and kiss her and... Oh god, i am falling.

She's so special, it feels like she's the voice of calm and reason every time i lose my senses. I love how she's always around, i adore and crave her touch.

I need to write a letter.

That was... Intense. Thank god, thank god, thank god. I might be falling. But i know it's sincère.

Since drunkies don't lie, I wish i was your girlfriend. I wish i wasn't condemned to be your side dish. Treating me like a main without the privileges of one...

i need to follow more ppl so pls reblog this if ur any of these:

- 160-168 cm tall

- sw was 60+ kg

- ur ugw is 50 kg or under

- you’re under 18

- you’re living with parents/roommates

it honestly doesn’t rly matter lol pls just reblog this if ur active

So, i did some SH again some days ago.

I feel bad, but i actually felt good after doing it. And that's exactly the problem.

I can't stand nor think of cutting myself again. I want to use short shirts and i really hate to keep using sweaters when i'm dying of hotness.

But i don't want my friends to worry. I don't want to make them think i'm doing bad again, because i swear i'm not. It's been two years, and i relapsed. That was really hard.

Falando de delirios, quero esa idea fóra da miña cabeciñaaaaaaaaa. Eu a amo moito moitísimo mmmmmmmiamoooooolllll