One Of Them Days Of Overwhelming Exhaustion. I Promise I’m Working Everyday. It’s Just Hard To Be
one of them days of overwhelming exhaustion. i promise i’m working everyday. it’s just hard to be 100% self sufficient i want help but not just any help. i want help from someone who is also self sufficient and i don’t have to constantly check in with to keep making things move forward. it’s not for me, it’s for us. my mind is just overloaded with shit i need to do and endless information. im damn near exploding 😂 but i’m so calm about it. i secretly can’t even think without my brain scrambling everywhere and then shutting down to temporary nothingness 😅
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i’m tired of being constantly advertised to, i hate to do the same to y’all. just here to say i hope everyone is doing a little better and keep your head up and heart full it can only get better from here 🤞🏾
it really trips me out when people were showing mad love at a physical point in time, but now i don’t see you and you acting like a stranger. what was the point of showing love? what did you want from me? 🤔
Just need a moment to say Happy C Day and thank you to this man for everything he’s done. it was crazy to see your rise since 2010. The Hussle Way was the first song i ever heard from you and since then i was in it for life. TMC.
10.28.18
Last week of school. Im embarrassed of my own mistakes. i never want to hurt you or anyone ever. yet im still not perfect. a lot of ego been coming into play and i realize its one thing that separates me from all these other guys. i also peeped im just getting older. these niggas gotta grow up and get they shit together. but so do i. everyone just so selfish i know im not the problem anymore. but god puts us insinuations for a reason maybe we are all just lessons for each other.pieces of a man just came out shit straight fire. tired of people putting me in a box musically. i gotta try harder. im walking away from hip hop for a while one day. im tired of my music having one label on it. if i go somewhere else wit it then maybe ill get my respect. i cant wait to leave AZ. ive been craving an areo blizzard from DQ, i hope Alexus takes us soon. i love you Melissa. Why is bianca back? its weird how i always get what i pray for, never within my timing tho. God moves funny. But i love him he’s my life. All he’s been showing me is how much ive grown and i cant stop thinking about how intone i am with him. he shows me so much, im so grateful. i want my hair to grow. i hope i dont have cancer. i hope this last week of school is nice and pleasant. idk why people assume everything. its so tiring. im on twitter too much, i hate reading peoples opinions so often. but i feel like i need to be in tune with the world. today X motivated me again to make music outside of my “genre” that arms around you is crazy, he’s so diverse. his goal is slowly becoming the same as mine. its like he knew what i was after this whole time. spoke to my mom today and she’s content with not knowing her children she feels God will solve it all and she claims she doesn’t know if it’ll be in her lifetime that shit gets to know her children, why is she so ass backwards? its never to late. She’s just a quitter like everyone else. i cant teach them. they dont listen i just live and hope i can be a walking example one day. if only people could see whats inside my heart. still learning to work in environments that aren't fit for working in. I gave so much of myself this year.
ordered a Large “ITS LIT” with extra “STRAIGHT UP” on the side.
DIS SHIT FUCKED MY STOMACH UP BROZAY 😭 I AINT EAT FAST FOOD SINCE THE PANDEMIC STARTED
TRAVIS COME ON MANE *boosie voice*
(MORAL OF THE STORY: DONT TRUST A SOUL WHO EATS PICKLES)
