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Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 2: Expressions

It's not as though I'd really need a heart. All I want is to see your smile one more time.

Riku Appreciation Week | Day 1: Favourite Appearance So, this felt like the perfect opportunity to finally, well, draw some Riku. I absolutely love hin im 3D. I could run around as him all the time! (ReCoded is very close though, DataRiku is my little darling, haha.)

To: Dia (herzblutrose) From: Worldie (theworldwatchesyou) Message: Merry Christmas! c: I really hope you like this little video I made you! <33 Enjoy your holidays! 

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 17: SET C - “Void”

It didn’t end. I didn’t know how long I had been falling for. It felt like forever, it felt like an instant. It FELT, I felt. It was all I did, Falling, and Feeling and - remembering. My life passed me by, both of them. A cacophony of sensations and feelings and sounds and voices. The hurt I had caused, the hurt I had been caused. The smiles and the laughs and the love I felt and the hatred. It blurred and twisted and it was beautiful and painful and TOO MUCH and it.

Didn’t.

End.

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Rules: spell out your url with song titles and tag ten people!

Thanks for tagging me again, @heartlessfujoshi!!! <3

H eartlines - Florence + The Machine E CHO - STARSET R ise Up - Imagine Dragons Z immer Mit Blick - Revolverheld B orn Ready - Zayde Wølf L ove Is Blindness - Jack White U na Mattina - Ludovico Einaudi T hat's Okay - The Hush Sound R unning Man - Ollie Gabriel O nly One - The Score S andstorm - String Machine E scape - 30 Seconds To Mars

Again, if you feel like doing this, you are now officially tagged!

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 4: Sparkle

Those days with you were the happiest of my life.

WHAT: A month-long celebration for AxelxSaix (LeaxIsa) and vice versa. WHEN: July 8 (Saixel Day) – August 7 (Akusai Day), 2017

Hello, fellow akusai shippers! That time of the year is fast approaching yet again. The time our hearts shall bleed the most akusai – Akusai Month!

This year, we only have one set of prompts. Choose between the two choices on either side of the slash (/) for each day. As always, you may use any medium–be it fanfic, fanart, playlist, video, etc. Make sure to always use materials made by you yourself! No stealing of other people’s work, please.

Don’t forget to tag your post #akusaimonth!

Prompts can be seen above, but for easy copy-paste, you may find them below the cut, as well as a sample post.

That’s all for now. Feel free to send in questions or clarifications. Looking forward to another awesome Akusai Month with you all!

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Di[e]ce Appreciation Week | Day 6: Endgame

Awakening.

And – done! <3 

This week was a lot of fun :’) Found awesome people, finally had the motivation to draw some fanart for this amazing manga, got something that might one day be a real Di[e]ce cosplay group started and some nights I had trouble falling asleep because I was just too happy. (Didn’t change anything about being tired the next day though.)

I know I’m repeating myself here, but ... read the manga. Believe me, you’ll love it.

Di[e]ce Winter Weeks | Snow

Some idiots lying around in how-do-i-draw-snow-again!

Bonus:

(referring to this post)

So, I decided to do it like this from now on. Writing all the background info on my pictures in an extra post, rather than stuffing it into the caption. I just don’t feel very well when people reblog pictures with my sometimes very personal thoughts in the captions. It’s strange to see that on other people’s blogs. Also, this way I can write to my heart’s content. All of the unnecessary stuff noone wants to know anyway! <3 Yay.

(I’ll tag this as “dias art blabber”, by the way.)

So, let’s do this. Background infos, thoughts and close ups below the cut.

Starting Point // Summary? There were three reasons for this picture: a) another onset of winter in the midst of May gave me the right inspiration to finally get that spring flower thing out of my head; b) the nice tags by some people added drastically to that + someone wrote that they “miss miss miss” my art and apparently they only ever see my akusais, so here you go ;) ; and c) it’s my 78th post. It called for some AkuSai. -like stuff.

Finding the motif // flowers The basic idea behind this picture was Roxas with this flower. We call them Sky’s/Heaven’s Keys. (sky and heaven are the same word in German ... I guess it means heaven, but I always understood it as sky. When I was a child I’d always imagine flying and unlocking the sky with one of those flowers …) They are my absolute favourite spring flowers and I found them fitting for Roxas. Not just because of the name, but also on an emotional base.

I figured quiet fast that I should get Xion and Axel onto the pic as well. Xion would of course get Forget-Me-Nots. Which is not very creative, I guess. xD Yet so undeniably fitting. For Axel it was Cuckoo’s Flowers. One of the few pink things I liked as a child. Probably because it wasn’t some “girlish baby colour”, but a really hot pink that really sticked out. Aaaalso, cuckoos are brood parasites, not so sure how you think about that, but in my opinion that connotation suits Axel.

// the rest Still I didn’t know how to get that onto a picture. Until it snowed some day in the middle of May. This was exactly the input I needed. I just thought, that if the Sea Salt Trio was spring flowers, then Saix would be the snow. The last picture followed to bring the picture to an end. It seemed so unfinished, almost like a lie, with the three of them happy.

Upload // Or: Tumblr hates me I did really have a hard time uploading this thing. I literally tried everything. Even with the supposingly working size of 540 x 810 px the pictures were still blurry ... I even tried to reduce the height by cutting the pictures into parts. Still blurry. At some point I just decided that I didn’t care anymore. They are clear on my blog or when they are clicked. That’s enough.

Close Ups // I promised them and here they are! That’s about the size I worked on when I was colouring, the original sketches are waaay smaller, they are drawn on DIN A4 paper (see comparison in the end). 

I like to set these two into some sort of ... contrasting parallels? Like, creating opposites, yet showing the similarities at the same time. Wow, does this even make any sense? xD I used more colour on the bottom of the last picture, because I really wanted the red to be strong there. That image is supposed to have a sad at first and then almost hateful atmosphere. I wanted it to have an unsettling effect  when scrolling down (and letting it sink in, of course).

Axel looks like a flower himself. x’D Especially in those colours …

When my youngest sister saw the picture with the three of them she asked me, if they were marrying. x’D

Size comparison with the actual drawing; the flowers in their hands are like super mini tiny.

So, in case you did read this, thanks a lot! Would you mind letting me know what you think about it, please? Like, does it make sense to do this? What are the interesting parts? What is not? Anything else that you would like to know/see? Did you like the close ups?

Anyway, thank you very very much for showing interest! :D That’s basically the reason for me to finish pictures and put them up on here. You, that is.