Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 2: Expressions

@kittendough recently noticed, that Chat Noir is basically Ouran High School Host Club’s Tamaki all over again, so guess what I drew her for christmas.

Done with water colours and coloured pencils. (Also, This is probably the most anime thing I’ve ever drawn. It was fun though!)

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 13: SET C - “Blissful Ignorance”

I searched for the warmth I once found in you, but it was so hard to remember. Everytime you rejected me, it left me a little more indifferent and soon, there was nothing else left.

It didn't hurt. How should it, when I couldn't feel at all? Unlike you, I accepted it from the start. I didn't try to fight a fact I wouldn't be able to change.

I accepted it. Just as I soon learned to accept that you would no longer be a part of my existence.

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18 Days left.

This is one of the things I'm looking forward the most? OH YES. Roll, VenVen, roll.

[2am]

I had trouble sleeping again lately, so I decided to put the thoughts and feelings that kept me awake on paper. The only rule to myself was to draw what my hands felt was right, not what my head thought was.

It feels ... good. And it helps a lot too.

Tagging as NSFW for nudity, but honestly, nothing was intended to be sexual in any way.

(Also, seems I was wrong when I said, I’d never post any Voltron fanart ever again. I didn’t think I’d fall this deep into it. Please, be kind, Voltron fandom ... )

“Do you know what happens to those who lose their true purpose? Inevitably, they destroy themselves.”

Dedicated to @herzblutrose that wanted to see this ♥ (Also I apologize for disappearing like that x.x)

Winter has to pass away for spring to arise Yet for spring flowers wilt so fast nothing remains in the end

Background infos and close ups here. (if it looks blurry on the dashboard, please view it on my blog)

AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 4: SET C - “Affection”

“So, you're into astrology, right!” “It's astronomy. Astrology is -” “Yeah, yeah, whatever. I’ve got something to show you!” “…Wait, this leads to the roof, doesn’t it?” “Yup.” “Stop that, are you insane?” “No, you’re just boring. Come on, I’ve been up there like ten million times before. It’s safe, trust me.” "Yeah, because that sounds like a good idea." "Oi, I can hear you, you know." "Wouldn't make much sense saying it otherwise." "Heh, true enough."

I remember the moon's reflection in his eyes, that night. I remember the way he smiled, proud of his surprise for me. And I remember the warmth creeping up inside of me for the first time in my life.

It was the beginning of my personal demise.

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And goodbye year of Xion. :) I wish everyone of you all the best for the new year, may it be healthy and successful and full of joy!

That's what happens, when I've got nothing to do at work.

AKUSAIMONTH: DAYTIME MOON Day 7: [Free Day]

Today is a special day. Not only is it AkuSai day, it’s also my 5th anniversary as a fan of AkuSai! To celebrate this event, I decided to redraw the very first AkuSai drawing I ever did! ... ... ... I ... well. I guess my drawing style changed a bit, hahaha.

(I can’t believe I got into this ship because I wanted Axel to be happy. I mean. AkuSai. Happy. Wow. I guess, I had some serious misconceptions about Saix back then, and not only about his hair, haha.)

Well, I hope you all enjoyed AkuSaiMonth as much as I did! <3 Also, thank you for sticking around with me and for shipping this wonderful, painful, beautiful, terrible ship!