"If I Had A Heart, This Would Be Where I'd Die Of Laughter." 19 Days Left.

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK

Day 20: SET C - “Blank Stare”

Did you know? Apparently Nobodies come back into being the way they remember themselves. I think you probably do, after all the teardrops are gone from your cheeks.

So, apparently the truest vision I have of me is bleeding. I’d laugh about the irony, if it didn’t hurt so much. I keep thinking about how fast the wound scarred over last time. No such luck now, I think it’s getting infected … again. Weird, to be back in a human body, only to realize how frail it really is.

But I don’t think I have to tell you that. Still sleeping, no sign of waking up. Only because you saved me. Again.

I… well.

I know you don’t want to hear this, but … I really wish you didn’t do it. Save me. You should have just left me in the darkness. You made so many friends, and they miss you. And I … just don’t deserve to be here in your place. They’re friendly to me of course, saying any friend of yours is a friend of theirs and saying it doesn’t matter what I …Even Roxas and Xion. I can see her face now, you know.

I … I’m so sorry. And I can’t even get myself to say it. I can’t open my mouth whenever any of them are around.

I’m glad they gave us a place to stay here in the castle. With strangers living where our parents’ houses used to be, I really wouldn’t have any other idea of where to go. But it hurts to be here, in Radiant Garden. I can barely stand to look outside a window. It’s all so full of memories.

Of you. Of us.

I miss you, so much.

It hurts.

I wish I could have at least talked to you, even if just for a little bit. It’s been so long. And even longer since we talked as friends.

I know I’ve said it a hundred times, but I’m so sorry. For everything I did. I don’t know if you can hear me and I don’t know if you’d even want to listen to my side of the story. It’s not an excuse, I know that. I’m not even sure why I told you at all. I … it just hurts so much.

They tried to bully me into joining them for some ice cream again. But I can’t leave you alone. I can’t. This is the only thing I can do for you. Staying by your side, making sure you’re not alone.

Remembering.

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So, I just had to draw that one scene in the Streets of New Capenna story. And then I figured I can put it in my deck as well, bc why tf not.

I love drawing things for my core target audience (me).

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 14: Lies

"Are you kidding? You know as well as I do that searching through every room there is impossible." Do you really think me so blind?

In order to celebrate the release of KH 2.8, I decided to show you my Foreteller Ira headcanons!

I absolutely love him and I can’t wait to watch KHx backcover and learn more about my beautiful union leader! Even though I don’t like his design in the HD graphics, it looks so much better in khux in my opinion.

… I always thought that, while he doesn’t realize it himself, Ira is the “traitor” who will bring demise to this world through his actions. Not on purpose, but still. I really look forward to see how things actually went down!

WHAT: A month-long celebration for AxelxSaix (LeaxIsa) and vice versa. WHEN: July 8 (Saixel Day) – August 7 (Akusai Day), 2018

HELLO, FELLOW SHIPPERS!! It is time to announce this year’s prompts for #akusaimonth. Can you believe it’s the fifth year we’ve been doing this? Wow! Time flies so fast. *W*

This year, you may choose one from three prompts for each day. (Much thanks to @heartlessfujoshi for helping me brainstorm. ;*) As always, you may choose whatever medium that fits your fancy–fics, art, graphics, playlists, video edits, cosplay (!?), whichever. Make sure to post materials made by you yourself! Do not steal other people’s work, please.

Easier-on-your-eyes prompt list may be found below the cut. If you have any questions or clarifications, please don’t be afraid to send them in! :)

Let’s have a lovely akusaimonth again this year. ❤️💙

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I made myself a little reference sheet for Isa’s new clothes! I’m pretty sure they get warped a little by the animation, so some of the details are probably a bit off, but I did my best anyway.

I decided to share it, because maybe it’s a little helpful to others too?

Tumblr crops the pictures by the way, so it’s better to click them.

B: You know, Dulor. I l... l...lll...l..l...llll...l... D: ... Lobster salad?

B: Yeah, right. "I lobster salad." That's exactly what I wanted to say! B: Aha ...aha...ahaha...aha

B: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA D: You really shouldn't drink that much, old man ...

--- A friend of mine and me, we have a Kingdom Hearts writing project going on. We had a huge RPG a few years ago (with a third friend actually) and this is basically the sequel, after the worlds have been reunited and everyone got his heart back in the process. This comic belongs in there as well. And it's actually an apology, because I am really slow with writing.

By the way, "Leberkäse" does not actually translate to "lobster salad". But I guess the nonsense level is almost the same, so whatever.

"Hey, how about one date?" 14 Days.

Zack Fair is my favourite character ever and I am so happy they included him in BBS!! One of my big wishes for KH3 is for him to appear again, it doesn't even have to be anything important, I just want to know that he is fine. (I take the fact that he leaves link portals in DDD as a sign of that, but you know, it would still be nice to have it really confirmed...) Anyway, in the meantime I'll be looking forward to see him again in 2.5 Remix!! = u = (two more weeks!)

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 16: Jealousy

I don't even have the time to waste it like that. So go on playing with your little puppies if you so wish.