bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.
Insane that being in your 20s counts as adulthood. Being in your 20s just feels like the sequel to being a teenager
healing hasn't been a great journey, and i don't think it will ever end, but at least i'm still trying
listening to soon you'll get better by taylor swift and remembering how my great aunt said she liked the doctors on the icu, and how she talked about how the nurses were great, and how i used to wait till it got dark in my room to pray for a god i don't believe in, and how i was there with her in all times they allowed bc her fell out was sudden and my whole family was out of town except for me, and how she kept quiet until i came in to visit cause she was saving the little air she had to talk to me, and how in one of those quiet whispered conversations her words cut through my soul cause even the short breath couldn't keep her from wanting to comfort me by saying "it has been such a pleasure to help raise you", and how she did not know those words would never stop resonating within me, and how i did not know that would be our last conversation
FLEABAG | season 2, episode 4.
And I know that’s why people want people like you in their lives, because you just tell them how to do it. You just tell them what to do and what they’ll get out at the end of it, and even though I don’t believe your bullshit, and I know that scientifically nothing I do makes any difference in the end anyway, I’m still scared. Why am I still scared?
So true bestie what did you say btw i was dissociating
i will change my entire life by next week btw
im interested rb with your sign & if you prefer gold or silver jewelry
“I don’t want to be a burden” you’re more like a relief, a gift, a blessing actually
she/her • in my 20s • back to putting my thoughts on this hellsite
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