like there comes a point where you think something is fundamentally wrong with you. and then it turns out it’s just Friday and you haven’t washed your hair in three days and maybe you’re also just a little lonely and the combination of all three of those things is whittling a hole into your chest every time you breathe. but also the sun’s up. and you’ve survived everything so far, so you’ll survive this too, even if it hurts, even if you have to survive it many times.
1. A Primer for the Small Weird Loves - Richard Siken / 2. The Crane Wife - CJ Hauser / 3. Automat - Edward Hopper / 4. Red Doc> - Anne Carson / 5. Melancholy - Edvard Munch / 6. The Village (2004) / 7. So We Must Meet Apart - Gabrielle Bates and Jennifer S. Cheng
my look today is inspired by sleep deprivation and anxiety
diagnosed with woman in her twenties disease
i love to quit things and leave situations and end circumstances. like actually i can just go
you need to understand i'm undeserving of your love, i'm sorry i can't let myself ever feel completely loved by you
you may think it’s no big deal but every sweet interaction is actually the most important thing in the world. sooo. take that
Actually, the scariest part of Alien (1979) is how no one tried to understand the Xenomorph and just branded her a monster from the start. We can't chose the circumstances of our birth and it's the choices we make that define who we are.
i'm already on the verge of closing this and leaving already, why starting things here from scratch is so hard? ugh
starting a new blog here is definitely a decision lol
she/her • in my 20s • back to putting my thoughts on this hellsite
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