Day 11: Rock & Roll
Medium: Pen
Just went with Cas’ mixtape for this one :)
@winchester-reload
I genuinely expected BBC Sherlock to take this route
My favorite thing about Elementary is that Scherlook starts as an a**hole.
And everybody is like : Nope this behavior is unacceptable.
He realizes he must change, and he actually does it.
[Amusing myself and my anxiety] Post #2 – The Basket Case
This case is a weird one. I am not really sure as to how I managed to make a mess of such a simple task. I will get to the point.
My experience at the hostel is riddled with many situations that are zero to rare for most people. But then again, I am capable of tripping over my foot and blaming the cable of the cordless phone.
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It takes him 3 days to get there - 3 days of driving and barely any stops for food. He doesn’t exactly know why he’s going up there - maybe to see it, maybe to talk, maybe to just sit. But either way, it takes him 3 days.
He gets there when it’s dark and he has to stop the Impala and sit for a very long minute - which turns into 3, and then 4, and then 5. And then he’s rushing to get out of the confines of the car and the door is slamming shut behind him.
The air is cold when he steps out, and his hair gets swept from his face - he really needed to cut it again. He shoves his hands into his jacket and he pushes himself further down into it to block out the cold. He stands still for another moment before he takes a deep breath, the cold burning his lungs, and he starts forward.
It takes him exactly 123 steps to find the grave. It takes him 23 seconds to kneel down and settle his hand on the granite name of Mary Winchester. He let out a shuddering breath at the feel of it, and he bowed his head slightly.
He could do this. He could say it - even if it wasn’t really her, it wasn’t like he could go up to heaven and tell her. He braces himself, letting himself take a moment.
“Mom-” he starts, before he cuts off, emotions flooding through and causing his throat to feel thick. He swallows thickly before he begins again. “Mom…I…I thought you should know something.”
It takes him another moment to pull his hand away from the stone, dropping it to his side. He stands again after a moment and takes a deep breath, one of his fingers moving to twist the ring on his hand.
“I’m engaged,” he says, his breath coming out in a rough breath, and he says it more to the stars in the sky than to the grave. He feels a low weight lifted off of him, and he feels himself relax. “Yeah…I’m engaged,” he repeats, bowing his head, his eyes finding the ring quickly.
“Cas asked me about a month ago and I….I needed to tell you,” he whispers, his chest constricting. He needed to tell her - it was this way or no way, and he would take this way. He stood for a moment longer before nodding and turning on his heel, marching back to the car.
It would take 3 days to get back to where Sam and Cas were now, but he would get there. And when he did, he’d have Cas to hold him as he told what he did, to rock him as he told how it hurt, to do everything he could to make Dean forget.
He had Cas. He was engaged to Cas. It was fine. Everything was fine.
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thought some non angst was needed
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I decided to surf through thr bi culture tag today and boy am I feeling called out ?????
microdosing on validation from English teachers (gay)
It's like I want to sing this to someone, or have it sung to me, why.
being a bisexual hozier fan is just a constant tug-of-war between i wanna be this in love with a girl and i want hozier to be this in love with me
Yuzzzzzz
Note: Asexuals and aromantics count as “not straight”
[Amusing myself and my anxiety] Post #4 – Harbinger of Chaos
As it happens, no major mishaps have come my way for a long time. I thought all that trust and confidence thingy is working, but then this happened.
Take a paper and start writing a list, for I am to re-live the drastic measure I had to take to stop an almost inevitable dominoes effect.
I have chosen to rotate between labs to get a feel of each one and make a decision to which one I’ll…
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[Knocking on doors for personality donations] Post #1 – To draw your Kind Attention please
“Can you take a few minutes to talk about our -” and the door slams. I understand, no one likes a door to door caller. That doesn’t mean that I have not received what I want. Oh wait, starting from the middle makes no sense – literally and metaphorically.
So, I am not a salesman, I am a collector of sorts – I go around taking whatever I am offered. Everyone over here does. No man is an island.…
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