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“FINALLYYYYY !!!” -my veins🤤

adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on

Things my addiction took from me

• The ability to say “no”

• Willingness to let another person help me

• Basic every day things; eating, bathing, brushing my teeth, sleeping

• Countless positive opportunities

• People- only the good ones though

• Self awareness

• Self control

• Self respect

• Financial stability

• My positivity

• Willingness to live and to try

• Any sense of safety or security

• Trust- I lost people’s trust and I stopped trusting people

• Healthy relationships

• The ability to express my emotions

• Daily routine

• Quality of life

• Other people’s respect for me

• A clear mind

• A healthy body

• My sanity

• My willingness to do anything unless I am under the influence

• The ability to recognize myself

• The ability to recognize who’s healthy for me and who isn’t.

I miss him grabbing my arm to hit me and then we would fuck all night and I never felt more alive but now I do it alone

I dont want anything except to chill and get high. Why does sex always have to be a part of it???? I host, you supply.

PSA: (METH USERS) HOW TO PASS URINE Test  with $1!

                                 YES JUST A FREAKING DOLLAR!

+ This works if you follow instructions to a tee, I cannot guarantee results based on your carelessness or body composition. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT!!

+ I have tested this out before and it works! Works on both INSTANT drug tests or the kind they send away to the laboratory. 

+ TEST THIS AT HOME BEFORE YOU KNOW YOU ARE GETTING TESTED WITH YOUR OWN TEST. This method only works if you know hours ahead of time, at least 4 hours but preferably 6 hours. 

+ You will need considerably reduce your dosage for those 6 hours. I recommend trying to stay abstinent for those 4-6 hours but I realize not every one can do that. 

MATERIALS :  

Baking Soda- 2-4 tablespoons Depending on your weight, tolerance, and ect.

64 oz Water -Divided into 2- 32 oz cups. BIG GULPS from 7-11 are PERFECT!

                     Baking Soda- .75 cents + FREE WATER = < $1.00 

I think if you are over 150 LBS- 4 heaping tablespoons is more than enough.

Below 150 LBS - 3 heaping tablespoons is also enough.

SKINNY MINNY PIPE PRINCESSES below 100 LBS- 2 tablespoons is enough. 

     WATER STAYS THE SAME FOR EVERYONE, NO MATTER WHAT. 

6 HOURS BEFORE TEST- take 32 oz of WATER and half of your baking soda dose and dissolve it in the water. You DRINK THE ENTIRE 32 OZ of WATER in one sitting. 

PEE JUST ONCE IF POSSIBLE BETWEEN 1st batch of water and second.

3 HOURS BEFORE TEST- Drink HALF OF THE REST OF THE WATER/BAKING SODA. 

Pee if needed. 

You can take the other 16 oz of water/BS mix with you when you test since you are going to have to pee once you are there. Drink it right before you get there. 

TAKE DRUG TEST. PASS WITH FLYING COLORS. 

                              “You can thank me now.” - DRAKE

                 HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE ?!?!?- SCIENCE BEHIND IT.

Baking Soda makes an amphetamine or methamphetamine high more potent. It intensifies the effect and can lead to an overdose so don’t take too much baking soda. It will make your high really intense but it’s because you amphetamine plasma levels will be really high as this all happens at the cellular level. Baking soda Is 1 of 2 drugs that make your urine alkaline so amphetamines can’t leave your body thus they remain active, for another 6 hours. Also amphetamines are nearly unchanged and the metabolites that do exist are also amphetamines. Amphetamines can only exert from your body when your urine is acidic <6.0 ph. 

You will have a stomach ache and you will piss out of your asshole. It’s not fun. You will be miserable. But you will stay out of jail, juvy, keep your job or kid. All while smoking meth. Aint life grand?

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sometimes you just gotta smoke about it

Once you get on your shit, don’t slip. Maintain.

stay lowkey. stay laid back. stay coolin.

be loyal to those who had your back when you had nothing

no one:

me: i should block everyone i’ve ever known and start over

2grams

Of pure #3

I love my nation...

Email...: meththings@gmail.com

I hate you for how you treat me. I always hate you. You had the opportunity to show me how someone should love me but you blow it instead showing me the worse humanity had to offer.

20 minutes into meth and chill

Self harm is :

•making yourself sleep deprived •making yourself cold (not wearing warm clothes in the winter, sleeping without a blanket etc) •not eating •not drinking •eating too much •not looking before crossing the street •scratching •letting your skin be dry & break easily •picking at skin •over-exercising •substance abuse •over-working yourself •making yourself go out and do things even though you’re exhausted •putting yourself in anxiety-inducing situations (even if you have a choice to stay out of them) •triggering yourself •purposefully angering someone who you know will yell at you •entering relationships you don’t want to be in/being around people you don’t want to be around •having sex when you don’t want to •setting yourself punishments •not giving yourself time •not letting yourself spend time with the people you love & know will be good to you •yelling at yourself inside your head •pinching or bruising yourself instead of cutting •cutting •holding everything in even when you have the option of venting •over stressing •over thinking •staying in abusive relationships (friend wise or romantically)

STOP assuming that self-harm is visible and easy to notice. It’s NOT. Self harm isn’t always physical, it can be emotional, and mental as well

PWUDS COMPREHENSIVE GUIDE TO COVID19

1) DON’T SHARE pipe, bongs, vapes or joints, nasal tubes (for inhaling/snorting)’ and all injection equipment (including sterilized water)

2) If you’ve got the money, try to STOCK UP on your drugs of choice before tings deteriorate much further.

3) If you are a client of drug substitution programs (ie: OTP, MAT, OBOT, methadone, bupe, stims, marijuana, etc.) and particularly if you have a pre-existing condition that makes you vulnerable to infection, ask your doctor if you can GET A 3 MONTH TAKE HOME PRESCRIPTION (Most likely, due to US laws you wont be able to get this for methadone and Bupe) Most MAT or methadone clinics will have contingency plans on how best to serve their clients. Listen to your service provider!

4) If you have an opiate habit and are currently using the illegal drug trade to obtain your drugs, BE PREPARED TO GO THROUGH INVOLUNTARY WITHDRAWAL if your dealer(s) get sick. Have backup plans that include increasing the number of dealers you can score off of, drug substitution programs, & make sure you have all the necessary medications, food/drinks (especially protein-based and electrolyte boosting liquids) you will need to detox.

5) STOCK UP ON DRUG USING EQUIPMENT/MATERIALS and get enough to last you at least 3-4 weeks (longer if you are at high risk for infection and if programs can manage it.

6) WIPE DOWN drug packages/wraps with alcohol-based cleansers after your dealer drops them off or once you’ve picked them up (a minimum 60% alcohol concentration has been shown to effectively kill the virus). If your dealers are in the habit of carrying dope in their mouths ask them if they can change this habit during this outbreak- if they won’t, be careful handling the packages and do the cleaning as advised up above. Remember that anti-bacterial washes don’t kill viruses but can be better than nothing, especially if they contain alcohol.

7) AVOID PUTTING DRUG BAGS/WRAPS IN YOUR MOUTH, VAGINA OR ANUS. If you must carry it in your body, clean vigorously with an alcohol-based cleanser both before and after you take it out, and if carried in your mouth use an alcohol-based mouthwash afterwards.

😎 WASH YOUR HANDS!!! WITH, soap and hot water vigorously for at least 20 seconds (but longer if you can) every time you come into contact with others, after handling money and after you get your drug packages. Paper towels are preferred for drying hands, or at least use a clean towel.

9) PREPARE YOUR DRUGS YOURSELF and ensure that you don’t handle or touch other people’s equipment/drugs and don’t let them touch yours.

10) If you have symptoms or think you’re getting sick, AVOID GOING TO YOUR LOCAL HR PROGRAMS – HAVE THEM DELIVER TO YOU and tell them you are unwell so they can take the necessary precautions for their safety.

11) Be prepared for the POSSIBILITY OF NEEDLE EXCHANGES AND DRUG TREATMENT PROGRAMS CLOSING DOWN (and possibly drug detoxes) and follow steps 2, 3, 4 and 5 to reduce any problems related to running out of suplies or equipment.

12) Remember that people with compromised immune systems, lung diseases and other preexisting conditions are more at risk of contracting COVID19 and help keep them safe by keeping yourself safe – follow these and other harm reduction

I know how to be a drug addict, self destruction is familiar so in a fucked up way it’s comforting to me. Recovery and sobritey are new, a whole new way of living and honestly it fucking terrfies me because I’m afraid i wont be able to maintain it.. What if i fuck everything up again?

Excerpt from my journal 6-11-19

note to everyone