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the mind lies

I want to do better I want to change I want a way out it’s time I find what I’m looking for or be stuck in the cycle FOREVER fuck

I have no desire to be out partying 24/7 i really just want to secure my future and become a better me. That’s the most important thing

the biggest lesson im learning is that nothing is as extreme or as permanent as our emotions convince us they are. nothing is certain and things are always fluctuating and there are always exceptions and there are always mistakes. there is always pain and there is always love. everything is a delicate touch away from changing

When your pipe changes colors 🌑❤

Me, crabwalking out of my room in search of drink at 2 am: THORSTy… THORSTY….

I was a heavy iv meth user but after a year and some change of doing that tweaked shit it made me hate who I was I wanted to crawl out my skin like the bugs crawlin on me on this tweak binge so I began to do heroin I thought I loved being awake but I never wanted to fall asleep forever so bad in my life until it got really ugly. Heroin became my abusive boyfriend I was stuck to him no matter the danger nodding off was something I could see myself doing till I die now I’m stuck in this vicious cycle yes she bites! Tryna stay clean is a challenge I always give up what a disappointment!

In case you guys wanted to know what a brick of that Jersey Fire looks like, here ya go. 50 bags of the country’s finest fire, acquired from my amazing hookup for $150. The stamp is “NO LIMIT”, and honestly its the second best stamp I’ve ever had in my life. Probably be back for more before the week ends :D

I’m the drug in your veins

Liquid courage when you ache

I’m the power You embrace

I’m the pill that you take

Making money for my sake

I’m the reason why you’re sane

So don’t ever go

Let me take control

Tear apart your soul

Break your heart and bones

Some lyrics I wrote yesterday

choose life? I'd rather choose heroin.

My nipples harder than my living situation

🌡♥️

That was bad🤣🖤

Tweakaaa tweakaa!🖤

Be the reason someone believes in the goodness of people

She wondered how do you truly know when you're done? Are you ever fully ready to never get high again? Does the feeling of having enough, wanting desperately to quit ever stay, or is it always fleeting?

Excerpt from my journal

“Isn’t it terrifying to realize this is going to be your life forever. Sober one minute high the next. The saddest part is when you embrace it with all you are. This is me. This is as good as it gets.”

— experience