I told my boyfriend of 2 years I wanted to be with him forever. He's always said he wants to marry me and was so sure. I asked him tonight if he wants to be with me forever... And he hesitated... Then said "maybe"
I haven't cried that hard in so long. I've been crying for 3 hours. Idk how to feel. We've been together through really hard times, and he was the only constant. I can't imagine my life without him. It's only been 2 years, but we're so close.
I felt my stomach lock, my throat swell, and my heart dim. I couldn't breathe. My heart broke. The one person I could count on, isn't so sure anymore. We were talking about moving in and having kids and what our wedding would be like.
He said nothing. I'm scared. I don't want him to leave. We're gonna work on our relationship because we both love each other so much. It's just on uneasy ground now :(
I feel like I'm losing my spark a little bit. I'm not as happy, fun, or exciting as I used to be, or as life used to be. I'm slowly getting it back, but I'm not sure. I'm mostly around people who are older than me, who aren't as weird as I am. I think I'm just overly masking, and it's taking a bad toll on me. I care too much about what people think, rather than what just makes me happy.
I'm not around people who encourage my real side to come out anymore. Ever since last year happened, I've changed so much. I've shut myself off from the world. I know recognition is the first step to change, but I wish it would happen faster...
through the storm we reach the shore.
Basic info
Full name: Louise Belcher Age: 16 Gender: cis female Zodiac Sign: Scorpio Sexuality: Bisexual Occupation: High School Student Whatstagram @: 4our3ars
If sarcasm was a shield, this girl would be wearing a full suit of armor, baby. Seriously, Linda theorizes that Louise has actually lost the ability to talk like a normal person. Besides that, she’s really a good kid, even tough she may not look like it. But when you’re the smallest, and youngest, in your family, you have to take some measures. She still wears her bunny ears, just not all the time. And she let’s Linda wash it. Hand wash it. If the hat is not on, she always wears her hair in space buns or pigtails, not really comfortable with her hair everywhere. She also loves wearing fingerless gloves, it makes her feel badass, like a biker. She recently, with a lot of help and encouraging chants from Gene, and some advice from Tina, came to the conclusion that she’s bisexual, which is terrifying for her. The thought of loving another person is bad enough, but now she know it can happen with both genders and she’s really worried. Bob and Linda was really chill about it, after all, they went through that whole thing with Gene a couple of years ago, but she’s still very raw about it herself. When it becomes to much for her, she sneaks away to hang with the One Eyed Snakes. She know she’d be dead meat if her parents found out, but the feeling out sitting behind on a motorcycle, not having control and just letting go is so therapeutic to her. And it’s not like they’re kids, all the Snakes are grown up, and they all know she’s Bob’s daughter and they drive super carefully with her, to her great disappointment. When she’s not riding on the back of gang members motorcycles, she’s riding her skateboard, and because of that she’s always scraped up at her knees, sometimes elbows and hands, and she’s always late. She’s terrible at skating, but she swears, she’ll get the hang of it soon! In Middle School she decided to make herself a little crew, and they’ve stuck together since then. They consist of Andy and Ollie Pesto, Regular Sized Rudy, and, to everybody’s great shock, Millie Frock. Huh, that rhymes. But more on that later. The Millie thing, not the rhyming.
Five Secrets
1. Her best friends, besides Gene, is the Pesto Twins, and she really likes them. They’re weird, and they listen to her.
2. Regular Sized Rudy may be a good friend, but she’s always terrified that he’ll die when he’s with them.
3. She saw Logan last summer, and keyed his car up, real bad. She even signed it as Four Ears, but he never told on her. She doesn’t get why, and it makes her furious.
4. She has no idea what she wants to do with her life, and it scares the shit out of her.
5. She’s not sure if she would have made it trough middle school if it wasn’t for Gene.
( AU Masterpost ft. the other characters and all writing )
I feel like shit 😵💫🤙all sick and exhausted. Can't wait to get high and crash tonight
Oh to be a cat sleeping in a music shop
some of my fav photos of kurt rn
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