I told my boyfriend of 2 years I wanted to be with him forever. He's always said he wants to marry me and was so sure. I asked him tonight if he wants to be with me forever... And he hesitated... Then said "maybe"
I haven't cried that hard in so long. I've been crying for 3 hours. Idk how to feel. We've been together through really hard times, and he was the only constant. I can't imagine my life without him. It's only been 2 years, but we're so close.
I felt my stomach lock, my throat swell, and my heart dim. I couldn't breathe. My heart broke. The one person I could count on, isn't so sure anymore. We were talking about moving in and having kids and what our wedding would be like.
He said nothing. I'm scared. I don't want him to leave. We're gonna work on our relationship because we both love each other so much. It's just on uneasy ground now :(