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My mom keeps trying to convince me that smut isn’t porn

I love this song an unhealthy amount OMG

It is so good

In a fear of being called “chronically online”:

I will accept anyone who isn’t being harmful to other beings.

You want me to use neopronouns, me too

You want me to use noun pronouns, sure, which ones

Your a furry, neat, can I see your fur suit?

You do anything that society deems “weird” or “unusual” or “cringe”, so what, being weird and cringe is SOOOOOO cool

Anyways…

Me and bestie did so many new things over the weekend. We even HUGGED

@grey-loves-dragons

What if we just be cats. You curl into a ball and I curl into a smaller ball fitting together like a puzzle piece without touching.

I have made 39 post (excluding this one). 19 of them are about @grey-loves-dragons …

😂😂😂

💛🩷🤍🩶🖤

Going back to school sucks.

Everyone is much further ahead than me.

All my school friends can drive and I’m even a couple months older than them but I can’t drive. I don’t want to drive because it isn’t something I want to focuse on.

I could probably get my liscence but I don’t have a car in comfy driving. I don’t enjoy driving. But my mother and dad are always on my ass. I can’t even take my test. My dad’s truck isn’t reliable to take a test in and my mom’s car has a huge crack in the windshield.

Why would I spend money and get my parents to spend money so I can get my drivers when I have NO WHERE TO FUCKING GO.

And then there’s the whole problem with me not being able to function.

My mom wants me to get another job because I only get 12 hours on my pay stub but I can hardly handle that.

I can’t function at the same level as my peers and no one understands that

I told my therapist that I feels like my support needs are getting more and more. She basically told me that im just doing to much so they show up more.

That is not what’s happening. Last year I could handle going to work after school and doing therapy and hanging out with people.

Over a three month period now I can’t go to work without shutting down and I’m not going to school because of summer. Therapy takes everything out of me and I can only hang out with my one friend for more than 30 minutes at a time.

I’m doing less and I need more help. It makes no sense

And now I have a week to go back to school and everyone else in my grade is able to function normally and balance school and personal life and have a bunch of friends and drive and make time for themselves and work. And they can do that all with no help.

But when I tell my mom and dad that I don’t want to get my liscence because I zone out a lot when I’m alone, or when I throw a fit because something isn’t the way I like it, my parents say that I’m over reacting or I’m being lazy

I want to read but I must shower

I fucking love this artist!!!

Vienna Vienna 🫡🫡🫡

Anyone else have autism and just like staring at the periodic table?