What’s A Qpr, You Ask?

I was complaining about work with bestie at work and my boss heard me

😬😬😬

Aer: do you think we are best friends in every universe

Me: of course

Tw: rant

I love people who try to comfort me when I’m dysphoric but saying shit like you’ll be on t soon or at least you are almost able to get top surgery is not very helpful. Or when people say that once I’m on t it will be better.

I have gender dysphoria, lots of the stuff I’m dysphoric about won’t be fixed when I go on t. Being on t won’t change my interest, being on t won’t change that I’m hyper verbal. Being on t won’t change the size of my hands or my feet

Being on t won’t change that all my friends are either gay or women.

Does any of this stuff make sense to make me dysphoric, no, but it does and saying that going on t will solve the problem is wrong.

Guess who did ask the hard things today?!?!

Brushed my teeth ✅

Took my meds ✅

Washed my sheets ✅

Cleaned my room ✅

Made my bed ✅

Cleaned my babies home ✅✅✅

I hate having gender dysphoria.

I am a chatty person, I love talking. I am basically hyper verbal. But as soon as I get dysphoric I can’t talk. I hate the way my voice sounds so much. I don’t know how to fix that before going on t and I can’t stand it.

WHY DO YOU NEED A HAIRBRUSH YOU DONT HAVE ANY HAIR???????

Sometimes you need to spice life up with a little external monologue

I want to read but I must shower

When you work the same shift as your qpp and everything becomes a two person job

@grey-loves-dragons

I have stopped at a restaurant and got bubble tea and two donut things. Very good food