Born To Be An Extrovert, Forced To Be Anxious And Overstimulated Around People

I actually hate how my aunts talk about autism not because I think they are wrong in any way but just because it makes me feel useless.

My aunt always talks about the “quirky” part of autism (I know that isn’t the right word but I can’t think of anything else)

Like once my aunt was saying her wanting her wedding day on one of a couple days she had in mind was because of autism but in reality she just likes numbers that sound good

Or they are talking about crochet and knitting and how executive dysfunction makes it hard but executive dysfunction means I can’t get out of bed in the morning and can’t eat food at all some days.

It’s so hard knowing that my mom doesn’t believe me and she sees me everyday and I actively don’t mask but she believes that my aunt has autism and only sees her at most once a week and my aunt shows a lot less “signs” then I do at home

I don’t know if this is a shitty thing to post so if it is please tell me

“How’s your head?”

There have been some vary prominent complaints.

(This is a joke, I’m aro ace.)

(I meant there has been some complaints but I do not care )

Life’s a dance, you learn as you go, sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow

-John Micheal Montgomery

When I asked my dad to feed my fish because it was a moving day for their feeding and he didn’t so now they will be even more off schedule then they already were 🙄

The fish definitely don’t care, BUT I DO

Gaslight, gatekeep, girl boss?

No!

Feeing anxious, fetal position, fuckkkkkk

What is this sexuality you speak of and can I only get the uality of is it all made in the same pot

(Inspired by @yourlocalbadgerscales )

What movie should I force my bestie ( @grey-loves-vikings ) to watch with me for my birthday today!

We might watch multiple because MOVIES!!!

Happy birthday to me!!!

I love that feeling where you yawn and it extends your ears or something and everything sounds crisp

I have basically mastered being neurodivergent.

Anxiety ?

Use Cold water and wash my hair

Overwhelmed ?

Use Cold water and wash my hair

Sad ?

Use Cold water and wash my hair

Lots of emotions all too strong ?

Use Cold water and wash my hair

Everything hurts. All my joints hurt and I have a blinding headache. Aaaaaaaaaaa