Had To Repost This Is Soooo Me

I waisted so much time with him. He’s so ugly to me all the time. I’ve told him over and over to just tell me if this is over and then we can maybe one day be friends… I am hurt so bad, and he could care less! I want to let go.

If you wanna do you ima do me!

My father in law of 21 years actually did that to me a few weeks back…. Just acknowledgment was more than anything else that he could’ve said.

“Sometimes when I say “I’m okay”, I need someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say “I know you are not”.”

— Unknown

How did we go from that to this...

Had to repost this

“Don’t take my advice. Or anyone’s advice. Trust yourself. For good or for bad, happy or unhappy, it’s your life, and what you do with it has always been entirely up to you.”

— Nicholas Sparks, The Best of Me (via meineluft)

Toughen up buttercup... I remind myself of this from time to time!

Smh!

And it begins... the days are not so lonely. And it’s not because I worked myself to death and made sure not to What is this? Is this that “time” thing he couldn’t explain, but it’s loud and clear now! And so it begins....

Idk what to do! I need to figure so many things out. Time is flying by, I want happiness for the both of us wether it’s together or not