Yeah So, I Got Got. I Knew It Would Happen Eventually But Still Feels Like Being Hit By A Semi

i dont know how to ask for help without feeling like a burden

being online but not responding to anyone

I try to listen to his favorite artist (citizen soldier) and I jus can't. i just can't. i can't listen to music like that without getting pissed off, cringing, or like I'm gonna throw up. i love my bf but I hate that artist.

my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

nvm I'm feeling like shit right now.

2nd degree burns again but this time its from a sunburn. it fucking hurts because this time its blisters unlike a few years ago when the er doctors just cut away the skin (I casually set my hand on fire)

wonder why I don't have the energy or motivation to finish my school work. tired of teachers getting upset.

my teachers wouldn't understand or go easy even if I told them anything.

sorry I can't get the will to finish and turn things in. sorry I'm falling behind. sorry my grades just get worse each year. sorry I don't give a shit about anything.

is it safe to take like.. 8 year old dietary pills you found in a drawer? they've never been opened before and im considering it..

also, they're huge. wtf.

when in depressive pissed off state

just listen to black metal