Every Monday I Go On Crumbl's Site And Look At All The Cals In The Weekly Lineup Cookies Like Im Clocking

confession time i feel like im not ana enough cause i eat full meals

everyone else on here just snacks on lowcal stuff and diet drinks, but i can’t get those and just genuinely prefer the taste and feel of whole foods. i only eat one or two meals a day, but it still feels like im faking

⭐️ving is actually so fucking easy once you get past the first lunch/dinner time.

never forgiving human evolution for making it so that the less you weigh the less you burn

i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

i think i have to accept i’m building muscle

pros are burning cals at rest but cons are A HIGHER WEIGHT ON THE SCALE ARFGHG

when i was eating normally last week i probably started growing smth but still

is the wellness lifestyle for me?? xx

Petra Collins’ high school aesthetic photography changed my brain chemistry

i hate HATE feeling full it makes me feel like a failure

I honestly hate food so much, If I didn't need it to survive I just wouldn't eat.

Yet at the same time I have an obsession with it and it's all I think about .

parents coming back home saved me from a terrible binge at 7am sharp

god what is wrong with me

I'm miserable when I'm eating normally and when I'm starving and when I'm binging so I might as well starve because at least I'll be miserable and skinny