You Could've Sworn I Was Recovered With The Way Easter Has Me Breaking My Fast 10 Hours Earlier With

so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r

i immediately get humbled anytime someone mentions how they haven't eaten anything all day long bc whoopsie they forgot

like i have to deliberately ignore the hunger and they don't even have to think abt it like goshh

hey sweetie remember you are a full whole unique person outside of your ed and you are allowed to enjoy things even if you are “failing” at the ed

i can get so much worse im not anywhere near my limit

no cuz why is it lowk embarassing to admit that I have an £d. Like ooh no, calories.

REASONS TO KEEP GOING:

so when it’s the first of january, you no longer have to make “lose weight” a new years resolution

because you have been craving your dream body for way longer than that high calorie, greasy food you’re craving right now

because as much as people try to deny is your worth is tied to that number on the scale.

because of how many summers have already gone by and you’re still saying “next summer”

because thin is beautiful. thin is classy and elegant. thin is chic and feminine.

so that you look good even if your fashion sense lowkey sucks. why? because skinny is the outfit.

because that 11 year old little girl deserves the skinny future she dreamed of.

because you owe it to yourself to go through life in a beautiful, fit body

because if you’re actually honest with yourself, fat doesnt fit your aesthetic does it?

because you dont deserve to complain about having to start over when its you who keeps giving up.

because you actually have potential and you’re just wasting it all by allowing yourself to be fat

if i ever had to omad only one food for the rest of my life it would be these cookies

they take up literally all of my afternoon every time i make them but they’re so worth it

also ignore the 500cal per cookie i need u to ignore them so u won’t go insane

Sugar Spun Run

Strawberry Cheesecake Cookies

These gourmet strawberry cheesecake cookies have a soft, graham cracker-infused base stuffed with cream cheese and strawberry jam.

pls try them on days u don’t feel awful abt food i beg

the problem is i can follow instructions on recipes so i create delicious deserts that are now in my face 24/7

take these blueberry muffins for example. ohmigod they’re the best sensory experience ever n i never thought muffin batter was yummier than cookie dough

thank u sammie

https://sugarspunrun.com/blueberry-muffins-from-scratch/

gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed

. ݁₊ ⊹ . my motivation :

- the th-gh gap

- the flat tummy and visible r-bs

- more attention

- "how'd you do it?"

- "you look sick..."

- being smaller than everybody i hate

- so people care more about me

- so the smallest size won't fit

- won't have to worry about if a size is too small

- i'll look good no matter my outfit

- can have a bad mood without being seen as 'b¡tchy'

- won't feel so bad on lazy days

- won't feel like a w@nn4r3x¡c and actually feel valid

- to be 'iconic' th-nsp0

- family member / friend reactions

* i'll be adding more ♡ :)