i immediately get humbled anytime someone mentions how they haven't eaten anything all day long bc whoopsie they forgot
like i have to deliberately ignore the hunger and they don't even have to think abt it like goshh
I honestly hate food so much, If I didn't need it to survive I just wouldn't eat.
Yet at the same time I have an obsession with it and it's all I think about .
I gotta put me first
once summer comes i don't think i'll feel as trapped inside with my ed and actually live a fulfilling life outside of being the thinnest I can be.
this disorder is so lame ngl the only thoughts running through my head are preparing for a beach body like omg get a life
Once you have an 3d it’s like everyone decides to be skinny or am I just noticing more?😭
hmmm yeah im actually healthier when im weak and frail rather than fed and energized why do u ask
gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed
house is full of food, so much fruit yet so much to eat before it goes rotten
and then they bought my fav sweets god is it hard to lock in 😭