40 hour fasts are not for me bc tell me why i woke up with my heart beating so fast i thought i was having a heart attack 💔
horrible experience i will be trying again soon
⭐️ving is actually so fucking easy once you get past the first lunch/dinner time.
i often wonder who ik irl on here like does that really th1n girl that complimented my hair when she rung me up at the grocery store have an 3dblr? is she on 3dtwt? does she know why im only buying tictacs and gum?
i hate HATE feeling full it makes me feel like a failure
men are so hot, I wish they were also good people.
can they invent food that doesn't make u want to destroy everything in the house
why do everytime I eat, even if it’s like 50 calories, feel like i’m not sick enough? or is it just me
recovery will never be an option i fear
i’m so destroyed mentally that i’ll just feel worse if i fix my relationship w food bc i’ll still be lacking everywhere else in my life
i’ll always be anxious, a people pleaser and terribly jealous of everyone else
being nervous/excited is the best laxative trust
do you guys ever feel like there's something fundamentally wrong with you? I constantly feel like I'm too much, or not enough. I'm too fat or too thin, too loud or too quiet, too little or too big, too young to feel the way I do, old enough to know better, I care too much or not enough and it hurts