Is This What I Get For Trying To Bake Cookies
is this what i get for trying to bake cookies
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so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r
my stomach is flat from being -ved but the bottom. it won’t fucking LEAVE
it’s like i can’t even wear a crop top bc it looks so off
once summer comes i don't think i'll feel as trapped inside with my ed and actually live a fulfilling life outside of being the thinnest I can be.
this disorder is so lame ngl the only thoughts running through my head are preparing for a beach body like omg get a life
skinny is part of my personality idc
not eating is so much easier than to stop eating
this is why i do terrible things to myself
th1nsp0 icons
Paz de la Huerta and her paintings
men are so hot, I wish they were also good people.
tw long ana rant
i’m so pissed off rveruday is a battle to convince myself that i need help, that i’m not a wannarexic, that my body is normal maybe a little skinny, that it’s not abt what i eat but how i think but i can’t fucking believe ANYTHING
i can’t thr0w up to save my life i can’t relate when ppl say “i could never eat all that” bc ik damn well i could. i could eat that entire plate and still be hungry for seconds. for desert.
no matter how many times i remind myself i’m literally -ving, that i’m weak and knee-deep into this ed i can’t believe it
bc i don’t look sick enough. no one can tell i’m fucked up except for my friends who probably know by now. only they know i refuse to eat yet the second i break my fast i’ll gorge on anything near me.
not all of my bones are showing yet, only the normal ones that every skinny person alr has.
no matter how many hours i’ve fasted i’ve never fainted once. sure, maybe i’ve come close to that at times but that still means no one will ever know bc they’ve never seen me do it.
every time i come into school it’s the same bullshit every. single. day i’m so tired of it
i see thinspo in all of my classes and they all wish they weren’t skinny, talking abt how they wish they looked healthier or smth
“i skipped breakfast this morning bc i forgot/wasn’t hungry”, “stop i eat sooo much idk how i’m so skinny!”, “we’re such big backs for eating chips”
SHUT UPPP
who the hell loses their appetite when they’re stressed. who loses their appetite at ALL and why does it never happen to me whether i’m binging or -ving???
when i move out i’m gonna have a big fridge full of nothing
