Wisdom πππ
I miss late night drives through the graveyard, joints with the headstones under the stars,late night pond power sliding with a stop at the waterfall, the little snorts, and forehead kisses. I miss feeling whole, and I miss smiling for no reason at all.
I hope in the days where you find yourself not wanting to pick yourself up anymore, that you still find the energy, courage and braveness to do so.
I wish you knew how much I had and still do actually love the person you are underneath all this pain
Today would have been three years, and I canβt tell you how much itβs saddens me to say itβs not. I hope you are doing well and that youβve found the peace you needed. I still care, and I wish you wouldnβt have pushed me so far away. Iβll still always be there if you need a friend. All you have to do is reach out. Youβre still never far from my mind. Until the atoms that make up my soul cease to exist.
Having a cute sub to fuck my anger out on, manhandling them in every position possible and pounding into them until they're clawing at my skin and begging me to slow down, whispering in their ear to "fucking take it" with their legs shaking, cum dripping down their inner thighs.
You could have just been honest, like I said, itβs ok to make mistakes, even though you might have made this one before. I know things have been difficult, and I know I wasnβt always able to be there in all the ways you needed. We both deserved better from each other. I still care, and Iβm still here if you want to talk.
Kindly reminding you to drink more water
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forcing you to swallow my cum til the last drop