You Could Have Just Been Honest, Like I Said, It’s Ok To Make Mistakes, Even Though You Might Have

Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “

have you ever craved someone? not in a sexual way, but you just wanted to hear the sound of their voice or feel the warmth of their body

“If I give you my time and attention, you can depend on me to follow through. I’m not interested in playing games for the sake of my ego or enjoyment. If I show an interest in you, it’s because I’ve sensed an energy between us, and I will make every effort to explore it.”

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Everything just feels kinda hollow without your light in my life….. life goes on, but it won’t ever be the same.

“Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.”

— Charlie Chaplin in a letter to his daughter, Geraldine

Every single time I wake up, I feel more alone than ever...

As of yesterday, I signed a 5 year lease on piece of property that I can develop as I see fit. Might not be exactly what I wanted but it’s a start and now there’s a bit of security in making improvements and putting my time and energy into making it somewhere I enjoy being.

Still trying to figure out who I am without you in my life.