Today would have been three years, and I can’t tell you how much it’s saddens me to say it’s not. I hope you are doing well and that you’ve found the peace you needed. I still care, and I wish you wouldn’t have pushed me so far away. I’ll still always be there if you need a friend. All you have to do is reach out. You’re still never far from my mind. Until the atoms that make up my soul cease to exist.
I still mean everything I said, I still think you’re absolutely gorgeous, and I am truly glad that you’re happy.
Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “
I truly wish you the best, and I’m glad you’ve found happiness. Good luck at your family reunion, and I wish him the best of luck with the guys. I hope you both continue to help each other grow and experience things you didn’t know existed. I hope he realizes and always remembers just how amazing you are despite how much you might say and try to prove other wise. Take care of yourself and each other, and please always try to remember you’re both human. Take Care Gorgeous
So much time has passed and there is still this emptiness in both my soul and life where you used to be. Years later and I still miss your sarcastic ass. Hope life is treating you well. Xxxx
My goal each and every single day