*lays On Floor And Smokes A Blunt By Myself*

I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.

Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.

I’d still really like to come see you, I just have no idea when you work or if you still want me to wait til you’re ready like you asked. Hell at this point, you haven’t responded so I don’t know if you want me around at all or have even gotten my messages. Id really like another chance at even just being your friend, but I don’t want to ignore what you’ve asked and just push what I want. Just know I’m here and ready to put in the effort once you’re ready.

“If I give you my time and attention, you can depend on me to follow through. I’m not interested in playing games for the sake of my ego or enjoyment. If I show an interest in you, it’s because I’ve sensed an energy between us, and I will make every effort to explore it.”

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“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”

— Beau Taplin

And without them you feel doomed to aimlessly wander in search of something that feels like home, all the while knowing that with them is the only place you’ll find it

museum dates and late night walks