My Goal Each And Every Single Day

That was short lived, but went about as expected, but I had to at least try one last time. Goodbye Father, I wish you had the ability or want to understand just how deeply what you’ve done for my entire life has affected me, but I will no longer dwell in that place, nor will you have access to or claim to my life or success. I will not continue the cycle like you have chosen to. I know that you will never read this, so please don’t mistakenly think that this is for you, it is simply me marking the place where a stone has been laid as I carve out my path in this journey.

Looks like I’m moving to Ohio, goodbye Hillsdale. Thank you for all the good times and great memories.

I can’t explain why I still feel the way I do, I have every reason not to care or feel anything towards you, but I still care so much. I can’t move on because I don’t want to do that to someone else, and so I’m just stuck in this emptiness. I wish I could just feel nothing at all.

Just being close, the smirks, the little nudges, and so many other things.

“I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them…”

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"Come with me.. take my hand and follow me into the sea, this sea of stars that spans eternity. Come with me, hold my hand as we walk from constellation to constellation as if we were walking through a park.. let's see what magic we can find in a meadow of stars, a wild garden of sorts. Let us ride the waves of a supernova to the edges of light.."

What magic we would find in the stars together - eUë