Finding Peace In Knowing That It Was All Real For Me. I May Not Be By Your Side, Or Even In Your Thoughts,
Finding peace in knowing that it was all real for me. I may not be by your side, or even in your thoughts, but you will always be in my memories, and a part of my heart and soul. I’ll always miss my best friend as long as you aren’t a part of my life, but you have to figure things out and so do I. I refuse to hate you for that, instead, I choose to love you from a distance, I choose to remove myself so that you don’t hurt yourself to prove anything to me. I don’t know what the future will hold, but I’m going to make it better than my past.
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*lays on floor and smokes a blunt by myself*
“Despite how open, peaceful, and loving you attempt to be, people can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves.”
— Matt Kahn
Working towards this point, can’t let anxiety set my boundaries anymore
“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”
— Anthony Hopkins
You could have just been honest, like I said, it’s ok to make mistakes, even though you might have made this one before. I know things have been difficult, and I know I wasn’t always able to be there in all the ways you needed. We both deserved better from each other. I still care, and I’m still here if you want to talk.
““You need someone that loves your soul more than your body” - Unknown”
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And it’s back to the Kitchen I go, things are finally looking up. Truck will be finished early next week, went from 1/2 a job to 1 1/2 jobs, might have found a house to buy, and finally made an appointment to talk to a Dr. about my anxiety. It’s been a productive week so far. Just goes to show that even when things seem to be at their darkest, the light at the end of the tunnel could only be a day or two away.
