I believed you when you said this was temporary π
Just being close, the smirks, the little nudges, and so many other things.
βI crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore themβ¦β
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Finding peace in knowing that it was all real for me. I may not be by your side, or even in your thoughts, but you will always be in my memories, and a part of my heart and soul. Iβll always miss my best friend as long as you arenβt a part of my life, but you have to figure things out and so do I. I refuse to hate you for that, instead, I choose to love you from a distance, I choose to remove myself so that you donβt hurt yourself to prove anything to me. I donβt know what the future will hold, but Iβm going to make it better than my past.
Saying "must I put a leash on you?" when they keep wandering off in public just to watch them blush and immediately grab my hand to stay close.