Just Being Close, The Smirks, The Little Nudges, And So Many Other Things.

I thought you were the most amazing woman in the world, yet you went and proved that you wanted to be just like everyone else. Congrats, you’re nothing but a memory to me now.

Newish state, new to me car, new job; things were looking up then my dog goes and unsnaps his collar like he’s the next reincarnation of Houdini, runs out in the road and gets hit by a car. All of this happened about 5-10 mins before I got back from work. One week, 4k, and lots of ups and downs but he’s making a decent recovery and will hopefully fully recover.

I still mean everything I said, I still think you’re absolutely gorgeous, and I am truly glad that you’re happy.

Today would have been three years, and I can’t tell you how much it’s saddens me to say it’s not. I hope you are doing well and that you’ve found the peace you needed. I still care, and I wish you wouldn’t have pushed me so far away. I’ll still always be there if you need a friend. All you have to do is reach out. You’re still never far from my mind. Until the atoms that make up my soul cease to exist.

Well, life took an interesting and unexpected turn, and I had to move out of the place I had quickly. Looks like I’ll be living the rv life for a couple weeks or until I find another place. The quiets not so bad and I guess it’s nice to have time completely to myself. It’s kind of peaceful only having work and myself to worry about. Still fighting with the xterra but I’m at least a few steps closer to having it on the road.

What do you mean I deserve someone better? I cant imagine a better life that doesn’t have you in it.

Congratulations, you lost me 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼