Well, life took an interesting and unexpected turn, and I had to move out of the place I had quickly. Looks like I’ll be living the rv life for a couple weeks or until I find another place. The quiets not so bad and I guess it’s nice to have time completely to myself. It’s kind of peaceful only having work and myself to worry about. Still fighting with the xterra but I’m at least a few steps closer to having it on the road.
I still miss you every single day
I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.
Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.
have you ever craved someone? not in a sexual way, but you just wanted to hear the sound of their voice or feel the warmth of their body
The things I miss most 😔
hugs from behind
forehead kisses
hand holding
loving gazes
sweet nothings
moments where it’s too intimate to say a word
these are the small intimacies my heart longs for
You just end up getting used up until there’s nothing left. None of the light that shone so brightly before. Just a husk, a shade of the beauty that once was, and it’s absolutely heartbreaking to know, that the person that was will never be again.