“If I give you my time and attention, you can depend on me to follow through. I’m not interested in playing games for the sake of my ego or enjoyment. If I show an interest in you, it’s because I’ve sensed an energy between us, and I will make every effort to explore it.”
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Time to quit drinking again, while the momentary numbness is kinda nice, it’s not really doing anything for me but turning me against myself and pushing all those I care about away. So let’s try this whole sobriety thing out again, it’s going to be rough at first, especially alone. I know it will be more than worth it in the end. I can’t keep doing this to myself, I’ve thrown away too much already.
Everything that held me together is now laying shattered and broken. I gave you the power to build me up or destroy me and in your pain you couldn’t acknowledge my sacrifice and love. You decided to bring me to my knees and rip my heart out. My passion is gone and all that remains is a ghost in this hollow shell. Goodbye Princess I hope you find the fulfillment I was never able to give you 😔
Always 😁
Still trying to figure out who I am without you in my life.
call me for no reason I love hearing your voice