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I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.

Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.

Today is makes 8 months of sobriety from Alcohol, and substances. I’m so fucking proud of myself!! Sucks that I had to walk away from everyone to achieve it, so there’s no one to celebrate it with, but just knowing I did it on my own makes it that much better.

Jean-Paul Sartre, The Selected Essays

On the way to see Black Sabbath!!! #me #IAmIronmannnnnnnnn #BlackSabbath #operationdarksunday

Just found a few of your old voicemails while trying to make some space, hearing you say you love me again after so long was definitely a roller coaster. For a second though, I got to remember what it felt like to be cared about by the person that mattered the most to me in this world. Kinda glad that even after everything and all this time little things like that still bring joy to my life.

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*lays on floor and smokes a blunt by myself*

via @miimiian