On The Way To See Black Sabbath!!! #me #IAmIronmannnnnnnnn #BlackSabbath #operationdarksunday

Why?

I miss you more than words can express, my heart still belongs to you, and I miss you every time it beats.

Working towards this point, can’t let anxiety set my boundaries anymore

“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”

— Anthony Hopkins

Things continue to head in the right direction, court went well, and things weren’t nearly a bad as I thought. Two misdemeanors, not the felony I thought they were trying to charge me with. Almost have the new place ready to move in, got a puppy, and work is starting to go smoother so I won’t have to work so many hours. Plus have a whole week off for thanksgiving. Finally got most of the kinks worked out of the xterra and it’s running really well. Thinking about finally cutting my hair but I’m not sure if I should🤷🏻‍♂️? Maintaining my sobriety from alcohol, it’s actually starting to get way easier, I don’t really have the urge to drink anymore. Staying busy and being productive have really helped a lot lately, finally feeling like I can pick my head up again. If I’ve made it through all of the things I have this past year, I can survive just about anything. It’s been a rough one but, I’m so glad I worked though it with a little bit of help from a few great people.😁

Newish state, new to me car, new job; things were looking up then my dog goes and unsnaps his collar like he’s the next reincarnation of Houdini, runs out in the road and gets hit by a car. All of this happened about 5-10 mins before I got back from work. One week, 4k, and lots of ups and downs but he’s making a decent recovery and will hopefully fully recover.

Just over two weeks sober from alcohol, and it feels great, it’s taking some getting used to, but for sure was a choice for the better. Always pushing forward, never settling for less then where I want to be.