via @miimiian
Well, life took an interesting and unexpected turn, and I had to move out of the place I had quickly. Looks like I’ll be living the rv life for a couple weeks or until I find another place. The quiets not so bad and I guess it’s nice to have time completely to myself. It’s kind of peaceful only having work and myself to worry about. Still fighting with the xterra but I’m at least a few steps closer to having it on the road.
I guess it all depends on the outcome 🤷🏻♂️
I miss late night drives through the graveyard, joints with the headstones under the stars,late night pond power sliding with a stop at the waterfall, the little snorts, and forehead kisses. I miss feeling whole, and I miss smiling for no reason at all.
I thought you were the most amazing woman in the world, yet you went and proved that you wanted to be just like everyone else. Congrats, you’re nothing but a memory to me now.
Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “