Just Over Two Weeks Sober From Alcohol, And It Feels Great, It’s Taking Some Getting Used To, But For

Time to quit drinking again, while the momentary numbness is kinda nice, it’s not really doing anything for me but turning me against myself and pushing all those I care about away. So let’s try this whole sobriety thing out again, it’s going to be rough at first, especially alone. I know it will be more than worth it in the end. I can’t keep doing this to myself, I’ve thrown away too much already.

I truly wish you the best, and I’m glad you’ve found happiness. Good luck at your family reunion, and I wish him the best of luck with the guys. I hope you both continue to help each other grow and experience things you didn’t know existed. I hope he realizes and always remembers just how amazing you are despite how much you might say and try to prove other wise. Take care of yourself and each other, and please always try to remember you’re both human. Take Care Gorgeous

I still miss you. I still think about you. I still would love to hear from you, even just to know you’re ok.

Today would have been three years, and I can’t tell you how much it’s saddens me to say it’s not. I hope you are doing well and that you’ve found the peace you needed. I still care, and I wish you wouldn’t have pushed me so far away. I’ll still always be there if you need a friend. All you have to do is reach out. You’re still never far from my mind. Until the atoms that make up my soul cease to exist.

Just being close, the smirks, the little nudges, and so many other things.

“I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them…”

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Cassandra Clare

““You need someone that loves your soul more than your body” - Unknown”

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It doesn’t go away, it doesn’t get easier, you just seem to lose a little more of yourself each time until there is nothing left of the person you once were. Sadly this world seems to have created far more takers than givers.