I Guess The Pain Will End When I End.... Just Let It End. I'm Horrible And Worthless, A Waste Of Natural
I guess the pain will end when I end.... just let it end. I'm horrible and worthless, a waste of natural resources. Maybe surgery Monday will not go well.
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Twice this week my neurologist has canceled appointments. Almost had a meltdown right there in the waiting room..they could at least tell me before I got there! I take the bus, so I lost 4$ in bus fare. Needless to say it upsets me and my schedule. I didn't meltdown, way to go me!
Love of my life died, unknown reason, hit me like a train. Absolutely no appetite but no will work out.
My earbuds died before I even got on the bus today, can you say "High Anxiety"! It's overwhelming without music. I made it home without a meltdown or panic attack, woohoo! I am so glad I carry a card stating what is going on with me and how I react to show people if I crack. Off to buy more earbuds!
Anxiety and depression still bad but alas,life goes on. Stemming a bunch so trying to keep myself busy. I may play viddy games today.
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Adjusting to more roommates, a different house, oh and Sunday there is going to be 40 so people in the house. . . fingers crossed.
Neurodivergent culture is getting really irritated when people add on to your posts with their own thoughts if those thoughts aren't exactly in line with what yours are.
It's also getting annoyed when people add onto your vent posts with positivity. like. no. just let me be depressed in peace lol.
Depression has swaddled me, it's the perfect time for my "dear friend " to be judgemental and essentially told me to shut up about my autism. Oh I will shut up alright....
Waiting for my daughter's recital to start. Seriously people, people stop getting inside of my bubble and touching me! Glad I wore my Munchable necklace, the only thing that kept me from having a meltdown. My daughter is rocking these 90's songs. Seeing my baby girl is always worth the risk.
